Mood: Pissed off and angry but calm and happy.
Listening to: Running away by midnight hour
time: 4:24 PM
My grandpa is quitting his job.. Wonderful just fuckiing wonderful you know? How are we goin' to make money? I mean... I'm not sure I can strike it rich with being a author let alone the only one bringing in payment... I cant pay bills. Im only a teenager who simply doesnt know what to do with her life...
I want it to end at least all the hurt and pain and sadness and trying to live up to everything.
For once cant something just go right!?
Last night I had a horrid dream:
My grandfather died and my boyfriend did. I dunno how but I dreamt it and I woke up almost crying and punched my pillow saying: "Why Why why!?" I was angry at myself then at them. I didnt think it was fake. I thought it was real and I got pissedd off. I dont have a clue how I managed to kill off them but I did.
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Rant:
Why does everything when my life is going good have to be fucked up? Huh? Ask me this Have you payed enough in debt to everyone and everything? I would say fuckk yes do you think a child whos been abused stricken with fear and scared of the very people who birthed her into this world?
Mood: Happy and jealous
listening to: Ruffling of papers Im at school again :D
time: 8:34 AM
Hello!
Update on the books Because currently we're doing Fate the next book within the stories we write. KESAR its ours :D
Our youtube would be:
KESARxAuthors
Boo yah :D I will do a video soon I already know. May not be a teaser maybe it will I have no idea what my intentions will be therefore I will not know what to do till the time comes Alright???
Okay news on A Whisper of regret:
The book should be out Saturday the earliest and Tuesday the latest.
A Whisper of regret is actually filled with things of Kelsie's.
But Fate is both of ours most of my stories will be feautured in it.
Such as:
Our hearts beat in a unison of insanity.
Madeline (I've not gotten the okay for that story yet... See its a spin off of Madeline by Tickle Me Pink I asked them permisson to continue to write it)
Hearts to feed the Fire
And More! :D
I know I change stories too much.
Also I think I might write something for Max-Dan-Wiz.com Well to be exact... Its for the contest that JP. Is holding truthfully its a winner. I'm not sure how it would fit but its probably going to make Maximum Ride look like a normal girl thats the sad part...
Fang the Book the reccent JP Maximum ride book actually reminds me of Vanilla Twilight by Owl City if you think about it...
I hate my reading class and would love to be ingaged in other reading activities My grandma says I like to be in touch with Stuff I learn about.
|BAIII!
Mood: Happy I guess?
Listening to: Typing of keys and some game music.
Time: 8:43 Am
Wondering why Im on:? School time I have permission because I help the librarian :D
Alright so far Ive been working on stories to get published aka Madeline, Our hearts beat in a unison of insanity, Nightmare. and ect ect.
Alright A whisper of regret will be out this week. Look for it under Kelsie Stark.
I plan on using my First name and Middle for my parts :D
http://www.authorhouse.com/Bookstore/ItemDetail.aspx?bookid=69360
Author House :D Book employer :B haha.
Anyways...
My boyfriend's friend Brandon likes my friend Amber
Whats weird about this match? You're asking yourself..
Easy Her name is Amber thats why.. P:
So Byee!
Bry says Hi shes watching me type now lawl
XD
EXACTLY!
BAIIIIIII!
Mood: Insanely happy lighthearted
listening to: Kiss with a fist by Florence and the machine
time: 10:02 AM. or PM? PM I think?
Hello everyone!
News:
Yesterday me and my boyfriend CJ got in a fight why am I proud of it? You wonder?
Because We said things we kept bottled up.
Im insanely tired for no reason. I went to bed at 2:03 AM. And woke up at 9:00 AM
yeah.
Anyways Im going to go because Im talking to CJ.
Mood: Depressed
Listening to: What is love by NeverShoutNever.
time:10:34 PM
Hey.
I was with my dad since 4:30 PM I believe.Yeah outrageous.Anyways.
Im trying to get over realities hardships and understand that the ones I would jump off a cliff for have oppinions the same as me..
I cant seem to grasp the concept of reality..
Well anyways Im gonna go
Bai...
