Mamaw found a stray kitten.
Its blind, its eyes are matted up, We think someone dropped it off.
it looks adorable..
But its blind.. We feel bad for it.. But we have 5 cats already... And we dont know what to do with 6.
My papaw wants a catery.. Which is basically a place that breeds prue-bred cats.
and I just want friends.. That Stray is adorable, and its owned we think we're not sure...
We wat to find where it lives but thats pretty much a negative.
I kept talking to it. Its sweet.
Any suggestions??
Drowning;
Sitting there,
She drowns out the world,
The screams and yells of her music pulsing through her ears.
They stop and stare at the girl who refuses to believe in happiness.
“ What are you afraid of?” they question her.
“ Drowning in this fucked up life of Yours.” She answers.
They stare at her in disbelief. “What you know its true, We all have fucked up, Your life the most.” She muttered with a pitiful glance to the side.
The Drowning,
Drown the madness through your music, through your ears.
We all drown in a life, More pathetic than ours.
Drowning in a sorrow not yet fulfilled..
She drowns the world out,
No one can hear her screaming.
No one cares.
She Drowns,
She went to deep.
The pain no longer is she able to sustain
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Copyrighted to me...
Geez, havent wrotten much in this type... At all...
thts nice right?
Mood: Braindead. Emotionless NADA!
Listening to: When you find me by Joshua Radin (with Maria Taylor)
Time: 1:25 AM.
Hello everyone, Outrageously thinking about quitting Otaku, so far Ive been dead here, Hell i could have been dead for all many knew ^^'
When I finally thought I was over depression of my grandmas death it comes back with a powerful kick to my heart..
I cant cope with the fact shes Dead, Nada, Gone. I've been trying to sew up the strings and all I keep doing is opening the wound...
Ive started distancing myself a bit. Trying to be closer, and just trying my damn hardest not to break down....
Im just cutting my mind off a bit.
Im being distant somewhat i realize that... I want the people who make me confused to just disappear into a black hole and reappear far from me..
I feel like I achieved something in my life, Sure not a bit deed, Just saving people from Suicide, helping them realize themselves and letting them open up... And showing them theres someone there whos willing to listen no matter what it is and no judge you for it...
The people who mean the most to me seem to be drifting away further, Its tearing me apart, My friends talk behind eachothers back and I sit there mostly the one being talked about..
Im also too weak to understand that what annoys me is what I am, People sometimes have the same thing but what annoys me is what I do, EX: Over-reacting and blaming people before I know the story..
Im too stupid to realize that, Im too stupid to realize Im not the only one out there with problems, Im just too self-centered & arrogant..
I need something to keep me busy, not internet, Something that involves me outside or doing something I love... Not sitting infront of a laptop with this zombie look that says: I have a life, its just a computer one...
Thats not how I want to be defined!! I want to be something more, Want to be known for good not bad.... Not for being on a computer...
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Im just gonna leave the Otaku, Perhaps, dont know anymore, im not really sure what the hell to do.. Im confused and my brain isnt working.. *sighs*
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End Time of Post:
1:46 AM
Toodles
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[ x] Your parents are still married. ( Married but Split..)
[ ] You love your family
[ ] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[] Your room is big enough for you
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 9
[ ] You have over 500 friends on facebook
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[x] Your parents let you have a facebook
[ x] You get allowance/loan.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to college
[] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x ] You want to do something after school/college
T 0 T A L: 14
[ x] You own a car/truck. (But not old enough to drive!)
[ x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[ x] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[ ] You've never had a detention
T O T A L: 18
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You are happy with your life
[ ] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 24
Total over all: 24
times it by 3 = 72
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
repost saying "I got a (your score) in life"
Wolf Base
Use it? give me credit? 8D
