Mood: A bit upset.
Listening to: Playing God by Paramore
Time: 1:13 AM
Hey guys.
*sighs and shakes head* Today I went to Hot Topic, Yes Hot Topic, Where most the crap I buy comes from, Other than Wal-mart. Well anyways..
I got a Grey Military Dress,
Army like Armwarmers
Combat boots.
A amazing Coat.
2 Gir Shirts.
A gir head-band, yes with ears 8D
A is for Alice T-shirt (Not with my wanting my papaw decided I needed it.. Pft)
A paramore: You are the only exception Locket.
Other than Hot Topic I got something From K-mart.
A Large grey and Black striped Jacket with Headphones. Perfect for Hiding my Ipod and not taking Headphones <3
I feel sort of odd right now.. For some reason I feel like Im distant… Not like important, but that friend you talk to and talk to without giving a second thought.
Its making me a bit afraid that its like that…
Something’s telling me: You’re going to break, Can you keep up with all the change? Oh Darling you’re not going to be in that perfect dream world.
*sighs* I keep listening to The Only Exception by Paramore.
Its making me break quicker..
Grr..
Just going to go before I loose my mind…
End post time: 1:42 AM
A
[ x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[X] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[X] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[X] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[X] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[X] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (kinda...)
[ x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[X] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. ( I go on full Panic mode during thunder & Lightening. I cant stand it.)
[] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[X] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[X] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[X] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.
B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[X] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. (Anything really high up)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.
C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[X] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[X] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (not really scared, just the thought of me looking at my image scares me, Since I hate myself..)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[X] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[X] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.
D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[] Dtychiphobia – fear of accidents.
E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[X] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public. ( Oh my god, With School plays do not get me up on stage, I remember the day I got completely scared, I stuttered and everyone laughed at me!)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
H
[X] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (Well, I mostly just hate it...)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ x] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. ( Hate water, Ever since I almost Drowned in A Tide Pool on Vacation!)
I
[] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
K
[X] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.
N
[ x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (Im afraid to die…)
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals. (Just hate it..)
O
[X] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight (I try to loose not gain. I mean Ive been around 90-100.)
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[X] Philophobia - Fear of love. (I fear mostly getting hurt because I feel like I'm the worst person alive...)
[X] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. ( Not afraid, I watched my Cousin’s House burn to the ground because we got called as support..)
S
[] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[X] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.
T
[] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[X] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[X] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals
1) Name: Amber
2) Name Backwards: Rebma
3) Were you named after anyone?: Two People because my name is filled by two middle names. Leslie Renea, Tempest Amber
4) Does your name mean anything?: It means Semi Precious gem, The Sky or Fierce.
5) Nick Name(s): Blood, Bloody-Chan, Wolfie, Wolf, Eppie, Luci, Remix && Amby
6) Screen Name(s): Blood Moon Wolf, AcidInducedRemix, AliceWhiteRabbit, ToxicalAcid && ALoveRemix
7) Date of Birth: 8/06/96
8) Place of Birth: Portsmouth, OH
10) Current Location: Waverly Ohio.
11) Sign: Leo
12) Religion: *shrugs*
13) Height: 4'11
14) Weight: 100 LBS
15) Shoe Size: 5, 5 ½, 6, 6 ½ and 7.
16) Hair color: Auburn
17) Eye color: A mix of Blues, Sometimes can look White.
18) What you look like: Put em together
19) Innie or Outie: Innie.
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Righty && somewhat ambidextrous
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight..
22) Best friend(s): Kelsie, CJ, Dalton, Kayla, Zoe, Brooke and ect.
23) Best friend you trust the most: Kelsie, CJ, Dalton, Kayla, Zoe, Brooke.
24) Best friends {your sex}: Kelsie, Kayla, Zoe, Brooke, Amber.
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: CJ, Dalton
26) Best Bud(s): Look!! D:<
28) Crush: *Blushes & Smiles* CJ… Its actually my love. ^w^
29) Parent(s): Bryan And Leslie..
30) Worst Enemy: Uhhh… >>‘ Chelsey.
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): eh?
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Eh?
33) Funniest friend: Hmm CJ, Brooke, Dalton && Kelsie.
34) Craziest friend: Dalton, Brooke and kelsie
35) Advice Friend: CJ, Zoe, Kelsie, Dalton.
37) Person you cry with: CJ, I call him when Im crying..
38) Any sisters: Nope, other than fake ones, ^w^
39) Any brothers: one biological Bro named Matthew.
40) Any pets: Pika: Cockatiel, Puka: Cockatiel (Puka & Pika are mine. 8D ), Petey/Ghosty: Cockatiel, Crackers: Cockatiel, Tweeters: Parakeet, Maddiey: poodle, Buster: Akita, Buddy: American Bulldog, Baby: Old English bulldog, Raphael: Rag doll & Himalayan mix, Gemini: Egyptian type cat, Sparta: Hima-Rag-Gypt Cat, Jinx: Hima-Rag-Gypt Cat, Hunny: Hima-Rag-Gypt Cat and Regal: Not sure what type cat.
41) A Disease: Bleh?
42) A Pager: Nope
43) A Personal phone line: Nope
44) A Cell phone: Somewhat.
45) A Lava lamp: Collection.. >.<
46) A Pool or hot tub: Eh No.
47) A Car: Own one but too young to have.
Describe Your...
48) Personality: Cute, sweet, kind, caring, motherly and somewhat a firecracker
49) Driving: Good but sorta nervous.
50) Car or one you want: I have Some really old Chevy S-10 in 2 years it’ll be 30. >>
51) Room: Green, Light Blue and blue.
52) Mmh: mehm
53) School: Boring~!.
54) Bed: Sheets: Brown, pink with Floral patterns and a Sleeping bag: Yellow & Purple. It will be soon back to pokemon soon. 8D
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Distant…
56) Believe in yourself: Not really..
57) Believe in love at first sight?: Yups.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yeah
60) Get Along with your parents: Sorta.
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Some.
62) Pray: Nope….
63) Believe in reincarnation: Yeah, People think I will be reincarnated into a wolf, Or I was a wolf reincarnated into a girl.
64) Like to make fun of people: Not really..
65) Like to talk on the phone: Eh, Depends on the person…
66) Like to eat: I eat a lot.. D:
67) Like to drive: Oh yes, ive been driving things since I was 6!~
68) Get motion sickness: nope!
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yush, best part 8D
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Nooo! that’s finger food!
71) Dream in color: Sometimes.
72) Type with your fingers on home row: what??
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Sorta…. I sleep with a large stuff turtle that my dad got from the junk yard named: Killer the Junkyard Turtle (scary I know!) and a dolphin stuffy named Feesh.
74) Right next to you: Feeshie my clown fish stuffie that was given to me when I was crying. 8D
75) On the walls of your room: Floral wallpaper
76) On your mouse pad: Well I have a blue mouse pad that you can have a rest.
77) Your dream car: Eh, Used to be a converable mustang.. <3
78) Your dream date: Possibly England… A quiet little Coffee Shop <3 .
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: England, Or somewhere sweet..
80) Your dream wife: XDDD
81) Your bedtime: Right now: 3:30 PM.
82) Under your bed: My brothers Bed.
83) The single most important question: eh?
84) Your bad time of the day: School Days, and bad days.
86) The weather like: >>
87) The time: 9:06 PM
88) The date: 08/06/10
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: None…
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Eh… not sure.
91) Theme Song: Howl by Florence and the Machine and The Only Exception by Paramore.
92) The hardest thing about growing up: I was never called Pretty, I was put down and teased for being me, So I just hid behind a mask..
93) Your funniest experience: Probably when Kelsie made me laugh while I was drinking Mountain dew I spewed it out of my nose and mouth onto her keyboard and her computer screen (I still laughed even when it was happening then laughed about it again. >////< )
94) Your scariest moment: Probably when my Aunt found me on TheOtaku. I mean that’s scary…She now monitors me, Gee Thanks Auntie Woo-Woo, Aka Tempest Amber! D:
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: Don’t remember..
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: Eh… Probably Sing.. Funniest run around screaming. D:
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s)?: Don’t remember.
99) The best feeling in the world: When you know you've made someones day, When I help everyone, and when I first met CJ, When I talk to him, When I see his picture, Just being near the ones I truly love…
100) 5 people you tag: Anyone that wants to do this!
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I lost 2 subs within 2 days... D:
Really guys? I guess Ive been a horrorible person to be subscribed to. I SHALL TRY HARDER! D<
Thanks you guys for the birthday wishes, I love you all!~
4:13 PM, I'll be a wonderful 14 years old XDDD
lol.
Im getting oldish XD
Mood: About to Snap!
Time: 7;55 PM
Listening to: Copied Keys by Kathleen Edwards
Heyo.
Grrr, Rantness.
Today on Gaia I got comments, woot, But Im being a huge pissed off bitch, && Im just tired of being called a whore, Okay 1. Im not fucking 11 or 12, I dont think being a whore is cool. 2. Fuck off. 3. Really darling I dont cake on the make up, Like those little ones you see. I just want to scream, I yelled at my grandma but it was a girlish scream that was filled with distress. Oh my god, Im so fucking idiotic. I went over to my Friend Ryann's I stayed there for 2 hours, Played with her dogs, && petted her cat, Listened to her sister, Tiff the mutt collie whos supposed to be afraid of people came bounding right up to me and I smiled and laughed because I was ambushed by the dogs, Bojo the border collie && Kip the border collie. <3 I love collies, I really do, I love them so fucking much. I talked to her sisters friend, He loves me ^w^ woot woot. Uhm Dear lord, Im just stressed.
I wanted to stay at Ryann's maybe for the night, So I can at least get my mind off things, that'd be wonderful.
I want to steal her pooch Tiff. I do. ^w^
I want everything to just rush away, My fucking comp is trashed really, Really, I mean i have it back but they dumped the fucking basics outta its memory, got all the pics but it wont remember how to do the basic shit. >3>
*wants to throw the damn thing out a god damn window* I want something deep fried.. I want my birthday to just be over with, 2 days till my god damn birthday, Hoping to go School shopping at Hot topic. I plan to wear more dresses... coz' I have combat boots && yeah..
Im just going to take a pain reliever, 2, then hope it all goes away.
Toodles..
