Mood: Pissed
Listening to: Fuck the World by Insane Clown Posse
time: 12:12 AM
Fucking Hell..
Still think he can control me, I started crying, *points to song* Sorry bout it and about the title, But Whatever.
Today my Grandpa made me get off the phone, Causing me to cry also causing CJ to be upset and it hurts him when I cry because well it makes him upset that he cant do anything about it.
And it makes me upset that I cant stay up with him.
Grawr...
I just want to stand in front of a crowd and yell: FUCK YOU, FUCK THE WORLD!
Seems so much easier, But Im not Because Im a good person..
Blah
Mood: Happy go Lucky
Listening to: S.E.X by Nickleback (Lul I used to be addicted)
time: 7:30 PM
Heyo!
Today I got my birthday gift from my boyfriend, Its Soul Silver 83
Well Ive been playing it since I gots it.
83
I loves it! x3
byes
~ Amber Renea
Hi guys, No sweet intro or nothing..
I might be Moving, outta town and no webs for a long time.. until Im able to pay for it probably..
*sighs* I seriously do not want to move. If Im moving put me in my Other Grandmas home. Shes got my dog and Internet. Thats all that really matters.
And I can talk to CJ there.
Oh my god... What if I do have to move? I'd have no CJ... Time without him is a world not worth living in my mind....
*sighs* No No No!
Mood; Happy and accomplished
Listening to: Possession by Jyongri
time: 7:49 PM
Heyoo!
Alright I'll let you on to a Secret.
Im being taught to Sew, For Stuff toy purposes. So I'll be able to take Comissions on Stuff toys! 8D
Haha! So far Im doing a pattern Dog, Yes yes I cut the pattern and everything.
The dog im doing is a star patterned one, its adorable! Well will be! XD
Im naming it Fallen, Since Fallen Star, haha get it? xD
Its going to be Star Patterned Scotty pooch, with a black fuzzy button nose and light blueish silver looking button eyes. X3
Im going to be soo proud when I finish it. So I might be gone for a while, Due to Vacation and my Aunt teaching me to Sew. I think Im going to make my Computer desk a sewing station as well.
Apparently Im much more Patient than my Aunt Lydia (She was a special Ed, Teacher, Shes dead. RIP Auntie Lydia!), Who when my Aunt Lana (Whos teaching me Sewing) And my Aunt Lydia was very Patient and loving but I out did her haha, because when my Aunt Lana tried to teach her, Aunt Lydia got impatient and threw Pins in my Aunt Lana's face.
Apparently I can do curtians already xD
Haha. Wells then I better Scattle. Im gonna try drawing Demetri again x3
Mood; Tired
Time: 11:43 PM
Listening to: New Moon Rising by Wolfmother
Ugh, This week is well...... Vacation for me. XD
Amazing eh?
I got a new swim suit yesterday C:
Well top. Its Lime green with black tiger stripes. X3
hehe, Loves it <3
apparently its a medium. Small is too small. XDD
DADADADA!
Grawr, Ugh, where my boyfriend is he gets to go to a POKEMON CONVENTION! D:
Not fair.. I wanna go. Oh well theres Always Next year for me :D
If he tells me. he better tell me. I'll try to get us there lul.
Anyways..
Im going to get before I get angry.
