Thanks for reading my blog!*world*
I have another blog for an upcoming manga story(to lazy to start drawing)
BUT what ever.
That by the way is what i live by
- Created By The Cicadas Cry
Random Post From School
Hi Guys :)
Sorry I haven't posted in so long. Anyway I'm sitting in my BCIS class on this Fine Friday october 1st. Being so Bored. Anyway I have a TON and I mean A TON of art to upload as soon as I can find my camera/Sketch book that I lost earlier this week at school. I love how I'm posting to you guys instead of doing maybe my Theology homework that's due later today or studying for my Biology exam which is right after lunch. :) I've been uber busy with life. I broke up with my long-distance bf nearly a month ago. haha. and I seem to have found another boy to go steady with. ;) Failing Math. but then again isn't everyone? haha. Always Tired and always drawing still. LOVE YOU GUYS :)
WHOA!!!
Oh my God.
My blog has over 1,000 views..I feel so loved :D
hahaa. Anyway Not much is happening :p My best friend brother has a thing for me. now. Whoa, No, Yeah really. lol.
Haha. ANYWAY
I've been taking test galore and doing MATH GALORE getting ready for my entrance exams for High School. We applied for finacial aid. So In three weeks I'll know for sure. WISH ME LUCK :D
lol, In may I'm leaving for a bit...three months. I'll be back in August :D
I'll Miss ya'll lots...:(
Anyway this is all I have time for..Later Gators
Upcoming School Year.
Wow, This school years not even over and i'm already talking about the new one?
Well haha. I'm starting High School (and if you've heard this before LIES this si true now though)
Well. I've been home schooled for...6 years...Having this constant battle with my mom. and She's Finally caved..somewhat. So I will be attending A Catholic High School this Fall...Yay!! C:
Anyway I don't know which one yet I two weeks We're going to visit a few she's found. I have to write an Essay for all of them and answer some stupid questionaire but whatever will be worth it.
ALSO in May I'm leaving. Not TheOtaku, Though I may not be on as often as I would like. I'm visiting Family (by myself) hahaha And won't be back till June.
I AM TAKING REQUESTS
Please Tell me somthing to Draw.
Thank You
Four Years Present
For a Contest
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Dear Girl,
In Four Years Present you will be somewhere lost among the other people in this thing we call life. You problems become only yours and everyone one else become your too. You Never cry though. Not really. You've taught yourself crying is a weakness and you'd never bring yourself to be so weak. Not again. You've been down to the deepest of despair and you plan on never going there again. You have scars. But unlike most people yours aren't on your wrists or in your skin. Their not there from intaking pills. or injecting yourself with medicine that was never meant to be in your hands. They are from deciding that You will never let anyone in. That the pain in your life is yours to bear alone so you put on that smile. That smile on your face is as fake as anything and only you know it. That smile. The one that brightens everyones day. The one that can take the darkest clouds and push them so far they are never seen again. When the only thing you could ever want is someone to come along and push aside those clouds that are hanging above your head. That's where you'll be in Four Years Present. Alone, But happy with your life. Happy that you know the people you do. Happy for everything all the shit EVERYTHING that's ahppened to you. because you know Just why it happened and you don't regret a thing.
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P.s. I know it's not really good.
But it came from my heart
and from everything that's going on
and If I could send this letter to myself
Believe me I would
One Year Ago...
Hey Guys
I'm here to annouce my hate for Valentines day. But Still, You all have fun,
Actually, I was just remembering my post I did last year and got think. So Much has Changed. For example. Not only are we one year older we are hopefull one year wiser too.
I'm single this year. And Sorta happy about it. one of the reason I hate valentines day is because of the unnessacary pressure it puts on realtionships
Come on People. You don't HAVE to do something extremely nice on Today just because it's V-day. Just get together and feed ducks or somthing. The ones at our park really like those V-Day hearts you can get. I also hate today because it's orgianally suppose to be a Day to remember St.Valetine, the patron Saint of Love. Well Congrats St.V The world has no idea who you are :)
Haha Anyway. I've dubbed today the offical start of my new year. Waking up this morning i've realized all I want to do this year. so I'm starting my year now. Also today has been the day I've bcome more aware about what'd going on around me. For example. My Aunt was diagnosed with Cancer last month and today she showed up wearing a Hat due to Chemo. I just was awed at howmuch i've missed. Sure I mean I went through those stages where it was...Oh my gosh what if she dies. But after awhile my insticts kicked in and I went, Whatever if I stay out of this it won't affect me. Stupid desicion. But that's just what i've taught myself to do. I've learned that if I keep out of things I don't get hurt.
I guess i've been doing less of that lately because i've been caught up in some crazy ass shit. That Not even I think I believe is happening.
well that mainly all I have to say. Please don't let my annoyance of this "holiday" bring down your day.
And Like I said Last year. If you have somebody. Have fun. If you don't Go get someone.
Loves
Becky
