She has a heart. It may be damaged, it may be dark but it is there.
How can I compare to him? How can I save you? Why is it that you are in his arms when all you have ever known from him is deceit, lies and falsity… I can not save you. My heart breaks for you, but only inside. None of the shattered pieces will spill, not a shard out of place. It will mend once again as it has a thousand times before. This is not a new death. This is just a new invitation.
But I will not die for you tonight. I want too, oh Gods do I want too. But that will fix nothing. That will not make you change your mind. That will not make you love me. That will not make you trust me… And no matter the words I spoke or how often I spoke them… in the end.. they did not matter.
I will play the fool once more. I have set myself up to be the courts jester and you were my dearest Empress that tugged on the strings. I allowed this. I handed you the strings and let myself become attached. The fool… will be fooled no more.
I have the scissors my dear. You are no longer in control.
+Larva+
