you know these stupid face thingys dont work for me... i mean they did the first few times but now they dont. Hm, its probably just the computer though.
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Anyways, im a little less angry today, now im just really depressed. actually its a little more like self loathing... i guess.
but yeah, point here is, is im still not in a good mood. which sucks, but what can you do right...
i have detention today and tomorrow. and at first i was really depressed about it, but i found out that Justines gonna wait for me after school so that cheered me up a lot. ^_^ so thank you!
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Hm?
i had physical therapy again yesterday, and it was boring, but good. the guy said i was doing really good, and moving along fast, he was actually suprised. and i got to bring home some putty... is it puddy or putty? anyways, im just supposed to grip it on and off for like 3 minutes a night to strengthen my left hand. and yeah... thats it for that.
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Oh i started my 4 by 5 in art today. i already cut out the square platform, and now im building a little panda, and im going to build a bunch of bamboo around him... yeah... now that doesnt really sound that exciting does it... Meh, whatever.
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Oh i officially hate my english class... ok so i always hated my english class, but now i hate it more. and its my fault, cause im just being really stuborn... about the whole Tony thing. he just ignores me and talks to tana, which is fine cause i hate him. but this kinda proves something that ive always thought. if i just left everybody, nobody would chase after me. and thats fine, im actually kinda happy about this whole thing cause it proves that i was right for once. so HA!
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although i guess thats not something to be happy about.
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whatever.
me goes now.
hopefully this depression thing wont last too long.
im even getting sick of myself.
lol
bye
