yeah im really angry right now... and my reasons are the same old stupid ones so im not going to explain them.
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so i guess just, im sorry if i say or do anything stupid today. im pretty sure i wont snap at anyone, ill probably just act like nothings wrong, but if i do, im sorry and dont take what i say seriously. actually, dont take anything that i say today seriously cause its probably just me lying.
sorry.
i really did want to be in a good mood today, but like always, nothing ever turns out the way i want it to.
so whatever.
i dont care.
actually im starting to just not care about anything anymore. everything just seems so far away. like ill never get there. so im just kinda giving up... on everything. cause im good at that, just giving up, and cause nothings ever going to be the way i want it to be.
sorry if that sounds selfish.
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although i doubt anyone cares if im selfish, or not selfish, or if i care or not.
i guess i just feel really distant. like everyones just leaving me behind like always. even though everybodys still here, it just feels off.
i know ive said this before but, i really just wish that everything could go back to the way things used to be. back when everyone actually cared about each other...
nothing matters anymore.
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sorry, i know this is really depressing, but i needed to just put some things out there i guess...
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sorry.
