Hi, I'm Apanda! This world will have updates about my life and stuffs. So yeah, it'll be pretty boring... Sorry. -_-
My Loveless name is Worthless.
1. lacking in usefulness or value; "a worthless idler" [ant: valuable]
2. morally reprehensible; "would do something as despicable as murder"; "ugly crimes"; "the vile development of slavery appalled them"; "a slimy little liar" [syn: despicable]
My fruit is mango: Though the outer rind is colourful and deeply hued,
Its kevlar-type resistance cannot be consumed. Deep underneath the reddish orange rind though, is so much soul and nutrient compassion.
My new favorit quote's:
1. “Love is something that you’d get hurt about. Getting hurt, feeling pain... if you don’t feel it, then that’s not love.”
2. "You can never have the same love twice. When one love ends... even if you fall in love with someone else...you can never have the same love again. Even love matures. Its like a flower. Cherish it while it blooms."
Quote by Nanba, from Hana-Kimi For you in full bloom.
3. "Pure love means loving only one woman. Shes the one you hold most precious. She's so dear to you that no other woman would even enter your field of vision."
Quote by Makoto, from W Juliet.
4. "Its like I'm always the only one in love here."
Quote by Yukari, from Paradise Kiss.
5. "Watch for that signal, when life as you know it ends."
Quote by Jerry, from P.S. I Love You.
And now here's a song From the new All American Rejects CD that i really like.
Ok, so i slept over at Justines place last night, and that was awesome. kinda awkward cause we spent a lot of time with her mom, scott, and bailey, but over all i really enjoyed myself. ^_^ i got to go over there really early and stay pretty late the next day. so that was cool, cause usually her mom makes me leave really early.
so yeah, that made me really happy cause I'm gonna be gone for a week and a half and im not gonna be able to see her. T-T which im still dreading, but then im also really excited cause im getting a tattoo.
*squee*
i cant wait! ^_^
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Anyways, on my way home i called the asian, (cause i promised her we'd go swimming) and then the other michelle called and asked if she could go with us. so we all went, and i was REALLY self-conscience, cause i look horrible in a swimsuit... and yeah, we got there and it was really boring, so we didnt stay very long. although the asian wanted to. (sorry asian) then we went back to my place and ate because we were all hungry, and then we talked and stuffs. basically we just had the asian come up with questions, then we all answered. its weird, but we never have anything to talk about.
then after they went home and i ate dinner, me, my mom, and korie went shopping and stuffs.
then i took a shower and now im here.
^_^
lol, random smiley.
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talk to you all later.
ill try to get on as much as i can while im in alabama.
Ok so lets start at friday. i took my consumers final, and i failed it. which sucks but whatever. then me and Justine went to Tonys and played the Wii and ate pizza. then me and Justine walked home, and it was REALLY hot and humid and windy, and it rained a little, but we liked the rain part. then i went home, and took a nice cold shower, cause i was all sweaty and gross...
then i had a sleepover at Kays, and that was awesome. all we did was talk the whole time, from like 3 something when her mom picked me up till 3 something in the morning when we finally went to bed. so yeah, that was really cool. i learned a lot about her. lol, and in the morning she couldnt talk cause she had lost her voice from talking so much. so i felt kinda bad about that... Oh, but i got to see her without any makeup, and just as i thought she looks just as good without it as she does with it. ^_^
anyways, at 9:30 my mom picked me up and me and my lil sis had to go to the dentist for a cleaning, but they ended up finding a small cavity with me so i got that fixed up too. and my mouth was so freaking numb, it was great. i couldnt stop touching my face. (the left side of my mouth and jaw and tounge) and yeah, i wasnt supposed to eat anything for an hour, but i was starving so we stopped at mcdonalds and gots some food. and it was really weird cause i couldnt taste anything with the left side. even when i took a sip of my drink, i couldnt feel the cold. so i would just kinda take a sip and tilt my head to the left and sit there for a while. but then i ended up smiling i guess and it spilled out... T-T and my mom and lil sis laughed at me. lol, but i laughed too, so i cant really be mad at them.
then we went shopping, cause were going to alabama, and my mom said id die down there if i wear all my black stuffs, (its gonna be like 90 the whole time were there) so i got some colorful clothes. yes, you all heard me right, ive now got colorful clothes. ^_^ and shorts. well they're long shorts, but shorts. i got black shorts and white shorts. i got 2 short sleeve hoody things (that are colorful), and two shirts (that are colorful). i also looked at the bras, but i couldnt find any that i liked. and i think im like a D cup now. which makes no sense, cause ive lost all that weight. youd think theyd get smaller, but no they just keep getting bigger.
*shakes fist at boobs*
and i also got a swimsuit... which im not happy about, cause i look horrible in it, but my mom was all like "you have to go swimming when we go to Florida". and i was all like "its the freaking beach, nobody would care if i went in with a shirt and shorts!" but yeah, she still made me get the swimsuit.
T-T
and now im at home, finally. im so freaking tired. i only got like 5 hours of sleep last night. but for some reason i was really in the shopping mood. we spent like over $300 at the store for clothes for me and my lil sis. and my mom was like freaking out, which is understandable, thats a lot of money. but i dont usually do the whole big shopping spree thing, so this was like a once in a year buy for me. so we agreed that it was worth it. ^_^
so me is pretty happy. although i do think i look weird in the colorful clothes. but i think its just something i need to get used to you know.
im pretty sure im gonna be bored the whole time, but at least i wont have to go to school.
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yeah, this is random, but im in a really good mood right now. i conquored one of my fears, (kinda). so im proud of that. and Justines the only one who knows what thats all about. lol, sorry everyone else. :P
anyways, today i took my consumers and math finals, and i dont think i did very good on either of them. and when i was taking the math final my stomach wouldnt stop growling, it was so embarassing. so once i finished the test i asked my teacher if i could sit in the hall and he let me. and of course once i got out there it stopped. i was so angry, i like, started yelling at my stomach (in a whisper kinda way, if that makes sense). but yeah, over all it was kinda funny.
then after school Justine came over and we watched her video thingys and played pikman and stuff... then i walked her home and her mom let me in which was very odd. it was nice, but weird. just cause, for a while her mom like hated me, and now she seems fine with me. so i guess i should just be happy and not be confused and stuffs.
and yeah, now im at home.
Oh, and ive decided to get a tattoo on my back/shoulder area. (justine helped me figure it out)
now for a random pic i found that i think is cute.
