Inuyasha was seriously better off dead. Even though he had the love of Kagome, and he had friends, but it wasn't enough to balence out the bad. He decidedc to make a list of things that he would never do.
1. I'll never defeat Naraku
2. I'll never get married
3. I'll never be a father
And so the list went on. He would miss Kagome, but sometimes, goodbye was the only way.
As Kagome slept, Inuyasha wanted to give her one more thing to remember. He sat on the floor beside her bed, and stroked her hair sevrel times. He let him self cry, she was asleep, so she wouldn't care.His tears hit her hair, and slid down to her pillow. He sat on the bed, and then he lay wn beside her, and clasped her small, warm hand.
Inuyasha couldn't kill himself, it would never work. Instead, he'd just flee, until he could clear his mind.