- Created By otakualchemist
Some people...
Hate to spam your watchboxes with ranting, but I have to vent somewhere.
First, let me ask a question. It's perfectly human to feel jealousy, right?
Well, apparently, someone doesn't think so. This girl, who has absolutely NO business sticking her nose into something that's not even her business, decided to royally piss me off. Let me tell you the story, here...
I have a less-than-perfect family. Workaholic and money addicted mom, epileptic dad, bratty as hell sister. My dog hates me, my cats laze around, and instead of being a family, we're pretty much a bunch of people (and animals) that laze around in the same house.
And here comes one of my roleplaying partners, bragging about his perfect fiance, his perfect son, his perfect roommate, his perfect EVERYTHING. So, it's perfectly natural to be jealous of someone who has all the good things in life handed to them on a silver platter, right?
Well, little miss "I can't keep my bulbous nose out of things that don't pertain to me" decides to go behind my back and tell my girlfriend that I have "bad vibes" and that she should leave me because I could potentially hurt her.
All because I was jealous. This idiot thinks that jealousy is inhuman, and that if you're jealous, you, first off, can't communicate to her, because she doesn't want to get "infected," and second, you're an all-around evil person.
Now, if she had said that I had "bad vibes" to my face, I wouldn't have so much of a problem with it, and I would have just told her off and been done with it. But she had to go behind my back and say it to my girlfriend.
So, as to be expected, the moment I found out, I got on her case. And then she started twisting my words and told the roleplayer with the perfect life what I was saying, with an extra dose of her bullshit on top, and made me look like the bad guy. Apparently, Mr. Roleplayer, who, might I add, is an adult, with a job, a kid, and a life, ran and locked himself in his bathroom and bawled his eyes out, because some bitch twisted around what I said.
Then, Mr. Roleplayer's fiance comes online, and starts cursing me out, for being honest and saying exactly what I felt. If Mr. Roleplayer is too much of a baby to suck it up, I decided, then I wouldn't roleplay with him anymore. Then the fiance blocked me, and my girlfriend, who was defending me, and said "-insert backstabber's name here- Has always been -insert Mr. Roleplayer's name here- only true friend, and I'm glad she told us the truth about you."
So I went back to the backstabbing bitch and told her what had happened, and she said "Well, you deserve it for being jealous. -insert Mr. Roleplayer's name here- was horribly abused in his childhood." Well, whoop-de-frickin-do for him. The past is the past. You can't change that. Now he's living on the top of the world and decides to rub it in my face, when I'm currently living in a bad situation? That's a load of Grade A bullshit.
Now, this hasn't been my first conflict with people like her. So, keeping in mind the last time I'd been in a fight with someone on line, I told her exactly as follows. {If you're offended by it in any way, I'm sorry, I don't mean to offend you. However, I mean to offend her one-hundred percent. I may sound like a cruel bitch, but when you're mad, you can't say that you don't want to say things like this, too.)
"I can see now why you're attacking me like this; because you want to be the center of attention. You take your past hardships and keep bringing them up, and I'll tell you this. If you wanna go picking fights with me, take a Bible and get in line. You're a failed lesbian, might as well shove as much God up your ass as you can handle before you explode. You're so damn clingy that God probably even wouldn't want you. Lay off of my girlfriend, lay off of me, and go shove your problems up someone else's ass."
I don't mean to dump any of this on any of you, but I had to vent somewhere. I hope you understand.
-OA
1000 Views on Prosthetic
Wow! I can't believe that I have 1,030 page views on Prosthetic Imagination. I'm really proud. XD
As a thank you to all the people who subscribe to me, all seven of you, (by the way, I love that new feature that shows you who's subscribed,) I'm going to allow each of you /one/ fanfiction request. ^__^ I'd say fan art, but Rukia can draw better than I can.
So, if you'd like to partake of this, please comment with what you'd like your fanfiction to be. I only allow one-shots for these kinds of things.
Phobic.
I am severely astraphobic. Astraphobia is a fear of thunder and lightning, or just storms in general. It's at a very severe point in my case--in past cases, I have vomited, lost consciousness, and unintentionally mutilated myself in attempts to calm myself down. It's a severe problem. Things that make it worse: Power outages, my mother opening the door during a storm, tornado sirens, emergency weather alerts. You know. That noise.
Of course, it just so happens to be storming at the moment.
In lighter, less manic news.
HERE WE HAVE! >D
Lloyd Asplund- Aquarius
Cornelia Li Britannia- Capricorn
Lelouch Lamperouge/Vi Britannia- Sagittarius
Villetta Nu- Gemini
Cecil Croomy- Virgo
Jeremiah Gottwald- Leo
Nunnally Lamperouge/Vi Britannia- Scorpio
Suzaku Kururugi- Cancer
C.C. - Random other thing. :D
I have no idea who this dude is.- Taurus
Kallen Stadfield/Kozuki- Aries
Kaname Ogi- Pisces
Euphemia Li Britannia- Libra
In the midst.
Here I am, sitting triumphantly on my last day of my sophomore year, absolutely miserable.
It doesn't /feel/ like it's the last day at all. I've got so much on my mind. And it's already been a year since May 29th, which I'm going to tell you about now.
May 29th, 2007, I lost two of my old friends, Miranda Phelps and Lauren Dietz, in a car crash. It affected the whole school without a doubt. And yesterday, May 29th, 2008, we held a candlelight vigil and an open house at Miranda's home to remember them. As if we could ever forget.
Over the course of this school year, I've come to realize that I love watching people. It's so fun to watch them run and jump around. To play and have fun and plan their futures with their friends while I hang back, planning my own future with the love of my life.
Code Geass
I (after being forced) watched the fifth episode of Code Geass on AS, and not even halfway through the opening theme, I was hooked. Anyone else here a CG fan?
