And you said
It was like fire around the brim
Burning solid,
Burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
You gave fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were an inch from the edge of this bed
I drive you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
Mood: Tired, Lonely, Odd(in A Good way)
Music:Sleepyhead<Passion Pit
Time: 9:44
Hey Guys.
I've been... Interesting. Happy, but sad. But sure as hell not sappy.
Me and Jess seem to have reconciled. Which is really, really good.
Cause I kinda have no one right now.
Ruki and I haven't talked for weeks, and I miss her so much...
I really think I'm in love with her, and that scares the fuck out of me.
I Mean, we all remember what happened last time I fell in love.
Whew, what a fucking disaster that was.
But Like, I'm starting to see her pretty face everywhere I look.
And my thoughts rarely stay away from her.
God, I hate this.
Whatever, its a good thing right? To be in love?
This past week has been good. Drew stayed over from Monday to thursday night.
We watched Youth In Revolt. Did I Ever tell you how much I Love Micheal Cera?
We went to the ex, and I Swear to god there was only 3 rides i didn't hurt myself on.
But it was super fun, we saw Sarah and Andrea there.
The two are seriously like newlyweds, they are ALWAYS near eachother, and they know all about eachother's families and basically everything but the "in Love" Bit.
Its Kinda funny.
Anyway, I think on Wednesday, I found out I Won a Logo Contest I entered at my Sister's work. Teen Talk.
I WON A HUNDRED MOTHER CUNTING BUCKS.
Thats right, I just used The C Word as a verb.
Intense.
I apparently cant be honest with Linda(My therapist) because I haven't even told her I'm gay.
Nor have I told her why Rebekah(Ruki) Makes me feel so instantly amazing.
Its true though, Ruki takes all the hurt away.
I'm Obsessed. Its Official.
Well, With two things.
Ruki:)
And Skins.
I've been doing hardly anything But reading Naomily(Naomi+Emily) And Keffy(Katie+Effy) Fanfics.
And Like, I cant hear "Oils" without giggling like a retard.
And I'm Starting to accidentally quote the show.
Oh, Speaking of Naomily; Read thisThese:
a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather,
i was praying that you and me might end up together.
it’s like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert,
but i’m holding you closer than most,
‘cause you are my heaven
you are the distance between the way things are and the way i want them to be.
you could get on my motorbike and we could drive to a lake. we could talk about what it means to be you, what it means to be me, what it means to love and what it means to be us. and in twenty years’ time, we could look back on this day and know that we meant what we said.
Cute, Hey?
Well, I guess I've drowned you in bullshit enough, So I best be off.
Love you:)
