She's lost control


Hey, guys.
I'm sorry for the obnoxiously late hour(Its almost three AM), but I Just was crying for at least 20 minutes.
I really and truly want to kill him.
If your wondering who HIM is, its my Low-life dickhead self absorbed lazy ass mother fucker of a brother.
He had my remote, right? So I Decided to go into his room and get it. He's totally asleep.
I go back into my room, and start looking for his because I had borrowed it earlier. It was beside my bed. He comes in and starts yelling at me to give him back my remote, but because I really didn't want to be listening to Fucking Bevis and Butthead all night, I didnt want to give it to him. we argued for a couple of minutes, and I was really tired, so I Gave up and tossed it to him. He got really fucking angry.
He started saying the words I Hate the most, and he was throwing things at my face. I Got hit in the face by an electronic pikachu.
I Told him to get the fuck out of my room. he smashes my leg with the remote.
Also, he said "Thats all your fucking good for!"
Do you know how badly those words affect me?
So then he left, slamming my door of course.
then I See his remote, and go to his "Door"(Really just a blanket over a frame, he busted it a while ago." And say I Found his remote.
He starts yelling at me again saying that he doesnt want to get up to change the channel on his TV so he can use it. Then he says: "Fuck just go to bed! Get out of my room." then as soon as I was beside my door he said "God damnit malloy!"
He really has to get the FUCK out of this house. He's 21. and He's a dick to everyone, steals food, yells at my mom when she offers to do things, etc.
No wonder his life is falling apart.
I Swear to god if I had known where my favorite knife was, I would have killed him.
He's probably the only person I Truly hate.
Sorry.

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