I do want you...

My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.

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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.

i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.

starting now.

fact one;

becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.

fact two;

she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.

fact three;

she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.

fact four;

she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.

fact five;

she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.

fact six;

she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.

fact seven;

she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.

fact eight;

she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]

fact nine;

she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]

fact ten;

she's my beeeeest frieeeend.

fact eleven;

she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.

P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?

<I'mGonnaGetStabbed>

I had my choice, I took my choice
That was to stand and fight the Fleeto Boys
but now I find myself running for my life
I seen their swords and their knives
and I changed my mind.

SCHOOL'S NEARLY OVER!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST SCHOOL YEAR?

HAVE YOU...

[x] skipped class?
[x] liked a Boy/Girl?
[] fooled around with someone at school?
[] kissed someone at school?
[x] hugged someone at school?
[x] started a rumor?
[] gotten a detention?
[] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
[x] gone to a dance?
[] been to a pep rally
[x] watched a football game
[] watched a soccer game
[] watched a baseball game
[x] watched a volleyball game
[] watched a tennis match
[x] watched a basketball game
[] watched a track meet
[] watched a wrestling match
[] watched a lacrosse game
[] fought with a teacher?
[x] got a 100% on a test?
[x] walked to school
[] drove to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself?
[x] missed school when you weren't sick?
[] failed a test
[x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done?
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[x] you like a teacher you have?
[x] crushed on a teacher?
[] hit on a teacher?
[] hate a teacher?
[] on student council?
[] in a club
[] got an award?
[x] fallen asleep in school
[] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class
[x] had your phone go off in class
[] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[] laughed so hard you cried in class
[] eaten lunch in the bathroom?
[] like your yearbook picture?
[] missed more than a week at once of school
[x] enjoyed school?
[x] excited for summer?
[] taking summer school?
[] have a summer job?

1.THE PERSON WHO SITS TO YOUR LEFT IN SCIENCE
- What is their name? Jess or Drew
- Are you friends with this person? BFFFLs:)
- Do you talk in this class? Yes. Oh So Very much.
- Have you ever been to their house? Yeah, Like I Said BFFFLS:)
- Is this person your worst enemy? Nope:)

2. THE PERSON WHO SITS TO THE RIGHT OF YOU IN MATH
- What is their name? Uhhh, I Think Paul. Well, Its supposed to be... I Ferget. But I Moved, so yeah.
- Are they smart? He Can Be.
- Have you ever had a crush on them? Ew. He Has a Dick. Gross.

3. THE PERSON WHO YOU TALK TO MOST IN ENGLISH
- What is his/her name? Sarah
- Is this person your best friend? Not really.
- Do they play a sport? Yerp
- If so, what sport? Ringette:)(Its like hocky but with a ring and a stick)

4. ONE PERSON WHO SITS BY YOU AT LUNCH
- What is their name? When I Stay; Its Maddie. When we go to subway; Usually Drew
- Can you talk to them about just anything? Drew? Sorta. Puppysaur? Not really
- Are they your best friends? Sure.

2009-2010

IN THE BEGINNING
Who were your best friends? Drew Jess Connor
One thing you wanted most? Uhhhhh, I Think at that point I Really wanted Amby back. Or just a girlfriend. I Was a desperate SOB.
Your hair color? Blonde&&Brown&&Black
Favorite class? Art
Favorite teacher? Miss C! I Luff Her, Have since we first had her.

AND NOW

Who are your best friends? Jess, Drew, Connor.
Did you make any new friends? Hardly.
Lose any friends? Uh, I Think.
Experience any tragedy? Kind of.
Enemies? I Dont think so.
Play any sports? No, Im too much of a fatty.
One thing you want most? Ferrrr A: Jocelyn to be gay or Ruki to move here.
Have your priorities changed? Hardly.
How many times have you dyed your hair since school began? Yeah, but you cant really tell.
Favorite class? Art.
Favorite Teacher? Miss C :)
Any serious regrets? Probably.

My Two Favorite Characters Ever.

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I<3Naomily.
Y'all should watch skins.
Its so good.
You'll either crush on Effy, Freddie or Naomi:)

J'aime Naomi

J’aime Naomi Campbell parce qu’elle est complexe. Naomi est solide parce qu’elle est indépendant. J’aime la personnage parce qu’elle est intéressante. J’aime le actrice Lily Loveless parce qu’elle est jolie. J’aime la rôle de Naomi parce que c’est différent compare l’autre personnages. Naomi est en amour avec Emily Fitch parce qu’elle est adorable.

J’aime Emily Fitch parce qu’elle est émotionnel. Emily est introverti parce qu’elle est calme. Je n’aime pas soeur jumelle de Emily Katie Parce qu’elle est moyenne et ignorants. Emily Est en amour avec Naomi parce qu’elle différent. Emily est réelle parce qu’elle trouble par la société. Le actrice Kathryn Prescott est jolie parce qu’elle pale est roux.

And Just To Prove its Grammatically correct;

I love Naomi because it is complex. Naomi is strong because it is independent. I love the character because she is interesting. I like the actress Lily Loveless because she is pretty. I like the role of Naomi because it's different compared to other characters. Naomi is in love with Emily Fitch because she is adorable.

I love Emily Fitch because she is emotional. Emily is introverted because it is calm. I do not like Emily's twin sister Katie because she is mean and ignorant. Emily is in love with Naomi because it differently. Emily is real because it blurred by the company. The actress Kathryn Prescott is nice because it is pale red.

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Bask In My Smartitude.
Gotta love overdoing french homework.
The Whole assignment was supposed to be 5 sentences about one character in our favorite show, I Did two. I Would do three or four, but then there wouldnt be any room on the poster for the wordsplash we also need to do.
Well, I Still might.
What do you think?

And I nThis Moment;;SomewhatSlamPoem

I Feel Lost;
Alone.
Torn Between who I Am;
And who I would be
If I Started all over
Who I Would be
If I Wasn’t forced to be myself.
I Feel Lost
I’m Not Myself anymore;
I’m Not Anyone.
I’m Not Her,
And I’m Not them.
I’m not what I Should be.
Who I Should be is not what you see;
I Should Not be some girl on the cover of a magazine;
I Should Not be me.
I’m Not worth Being.
Every Second;
I’m Crying;
Or wishing I was dying;
And I Need someone to stop me;
Not the Way my mother says No
Not The way my best friend says
“Please, Don’t go.”
I Need someone to Grab me by the hand,
And Hold me closer than their own heart;
And say I’m Worth it.
And In That moment
I’d know they’re worth it.
They would stop this endless crying
This Wish That I’m Dying
And in that moment
I would be trying
To keep myself safe
And they would keep me safe
And sane
And they’d bring a smile to my face
Not the one you all see
When That pretty girl looks at me
A smile; More Indefinitely
Perhaps for eternity
She’d Stand right in front of me
Between me-and the end.
That gap in the bridge
That pair of sissors
That Knife
Those pills.
She’d take me away
From those harmful things
And would say to me
“Please,
I wont Let you Leave.
You Mean Too Much
Even If I’m Only thirteen.
I’ll Do everything
To be anything
And I’ll keep you away from those
Wretched things
That try to take you away from me.”
And in that moment
I’d break down;
In her arms;
Crying my heart
My lungs Out
Anything that keeps me alive
Would be in her soft, caring hands
She’d keep them
So I Wouldn’t have to worry,
And in that moment;
She would smile
And it would take any tear I had
Any Tear that was to come
And whisk it away.
And for the first time
I’d smile back
And it would feel
Like a heart attack
When I Feel her heart beat
And Simultaneously; Mine.
In That moment

My Mind Wouldn’t exsist
And it wouldn’t even matter
Because my heart would take over
And her heart would rule it
And She’d stop me
In That Moment
She’d save everything inside of me
She’d take it away
Till I was a shell
And she’d look through all the
Hopeless emotions
And the Stupid devotions
And She’d rip them apart
Until they made sense
Until they felt good
And In that moment
I Would be good
I’d be holy and Clean

But truly

What does that mean?
To Have a soul so pristine?
It’s the grime that makes us
And the shine that breaks us
And she’d love every bit of it.
She’d polish the clean
And Muck up the Grime
And In That moment
We would belong only to time
Racing as fast as our hearts would let us
While Everyone Else Tries to tell us
We’re too young For this marathon
And time would be angry
Because we’d leave it alone
And it would be all Alone
Nobody paying attention anymore
Just for their appointments
We would have no appointments
We would live
Forever
In That Moment.

Toothless Dentists, Cops that kill

Hey Guys
Happy thursday:)
How are you?
Me? Oh, Well, You know your gonna find out.
I Feel Unbelievably lonely.
I'm Not sure Why. Maybe its because everybody I Care about seems so damn out of reach.
Maybe its because I'm to scared to try just a little bit harder to reach farther.
I'm Having massive difficulties right now;
Hearing about An Ex's New love.
I Could handle Kazzie, Because I'm not in love with her.
But This girl... She's completely difficult.
I Dont want to hear about a magnificent guy you met.
I Miss when I was that Magnificent person.
I Dont want to hear how fucking happy you are.
I Miss when I Made you that happy.
I Dont want to hear you calling him by a pet name.
I Miss when you would call me Babe.
I Dont want to hear you say He should be Mine.
You should be mine.
My heart is still somehow yours;
Why?
I've been through two other girls;
They will never compare to you.
I Dont get it.
Whats worse is that Even when your not talking about Anybody else,
You suck The life out of me.
I think I Should stop talking.
:)