My Name is Becca, I'm Young, I'm Poetic, I'm Eager, And I Don't want to wait until I'm older for everything to happen.
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hellooooo, it's jessica here. XCandyLuverX as my very few subscribers know me as. but obviously i'm not here to talk about me, my amazing-ness, and lack of subscribers. nope. though, i know that you want me to.
i'm here to talk about becca. and personally, the introduction she did was brief. too brief. so i'm here to spice it up, you know, give you a little more info, while throwing in some of my witty humor.
starting now.
fact one;
becca's an amazing person, and you bitches be trippin' if you think otherwise.
fact two;
she has the mind of an eighty-two year old man. you know, the creepy ones that prey on little girls. yeah. s'all good.
fact three;
she is such an indie-whore, it's overwhelming. but she's a great person. but so is drake, and he has a sexy bod. deny all you want, it is sooo true.
fact four;
she enjoys bands like tegan&sara, lady something or another (because i can't remember her name), the medic droid, etc.
fact five;
she can't handle the heat, which is why she's staying out of the kitchen. that was incredibly irrelevant, which is why i'm leaving it as number five.
fact six;
she has a tumblr. and is completely obsessed.
fact seven;
she uses the word 'obsessed' too much.
fact eight;
she's queer-tastic. yayyy :]
fact nine;
she's not single, so you bitches better step off of ruki's woman. [angry face goes here]
fact ten;
she's my beeeeest frieeeend.
fact eleven;
she's so fly, she's sky high. yeaaaah boii.
P.S. Fact eleven is only there because I wasted fact five on irrelevance.
P.P.S. I forgot to mention she's superrr funny.
P.P.P.S. I'm an amazing person. bitch, what?
LOL.
So, I was playing FrontierVille On Facebook, and Drew is sleepin over.
So, This is what our conversation looked like:
B(Thats me): Gettin' Woooood!
D(Thats Her): I Thought you were Gay! I Thought you were a woman!
B: Nah, my woods hard. Its Oak!
D: No! Its Pine! Its SOFT.
B: Thats only around you.
Hi, Guys.
So, I got back from chicago the day after Jess left, and Immediately got a cold.
So, so far my time at home this summer vacation sucks.
I've been drinking mango tea and writing hypocritical romance stories
Wishing I had the words to write a poem
Wishing I Had the talent to write a song.
Oh well.
I bet you guys are sick of my self pity.
Sorry.
I Just feel like absolute shit, Like I Got punched in the face and hand gummy candies stuffed up my nose and mace sprayed in my eyes.
its shitty.
Lets talk about good things, yeah?
Chicago=Where I should be.
I Love it there, i feel at home in a really weird, stupid way.
I mean, its really fucking hectic and possibly overpopulated,
but beautiful and comforting in the most Metallic, industrial way.
And then wisconsin! Omigawd. It seems so... stupid, but its SO amazingly beautiful there aswell.
But in a completely contrasting way to chicago.
Anyway, I Bought 2 pairs of converse in a *slightly* Ridiculous mall
(Its in a small suburb, and it has a two story mary-go-round. I wanted to go on it, but the rents wouldn't let me.)
in the place of the clash ones that I went for.
The toe part of my feet are too wide for them though,
my pinky toe is ontop of the one beside it.
Its funny, but hurts like hell when your walking the mall of america. Or Ikea.
We went to a Three Fucking Story Ikea. Thats like... Ridiculous.
I got shelves!
I WILL BE ORGANIZED GAWDDAMMIT.
The mall of america was fun,
Bought a backpack at hottopic
GIR.
Need I say more?
I Also bought a TWLOHA bracelet.
And a Glamor kills sweater at Zumies that says:
Keep Breathing
Keep Loving
and on a little sign in the BG it says "Was lost but now I am found"
:)
After that not too much happened.
I Still haven't talked to Ruki,
So that really sucks.
But Its OK.
Since I got back my love for Lady Sovereign has only grown.
Anddddd I KNEW SHE WAS GAY.
I'VE KNOWN ALL ALONG.
HA.HAHA.HA.HA.
Sorry, Just felt sort of victorious.
She's brilliant, I think.
And CUTE.
Like, adorable.
She's 5'1" for god sakes.
Sorry, I've always had a soft spot for short, Bad ass girls
I'm Looking at you, Amby.
Well, I guess I'll post again when something Interesting happens.
PS. The Picture in the BG? Those are one of my converse.
And you said
It was like fire around the brim
Burning solid,
Burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
You gave fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were an inch from the edge of this bed
I drive you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
Mood: Tired, Lonely, Odd(in A Good way)
Music:Sleepyhead<Passion Pit
Time: 9:44
Hey Guys.
I've been... Interesting. Happy, but sad. But sure as hell not sappy.
Me and Jess seem to have reconciled. Which is really, really good.
Cause I kinda have no one right now.
Ruki and I haven't talked for weeks, and I miss her so much...
I really think I'm in love with her, and that scares the fuck out of me.
I Mean, we all remember what happened last time I fell in love.
Whew, what a fucking disaster that was.
But Like, I'm starting to see her pretty face everywhere I look.
And my thoughts rarely stay away from her.
God, I hate this.
Whatever, its a good thing right? To be in love?
This past week has been good. Drew stayed over from Monday to thursday night.
We watched Youth In Revolt. Did I Ever tell you how much I Love Micheal Cera?
We went to the ex, and I Swear to god there was only 3 rides i didn't hurt myself on.
But it was super fun, we saw Sarah and Andrea there.
The two are seriously like newlyweds, they are ALWAYS near eachother, and they know all about eachother's families and basically everything but the "in Love" Bit.
Its Kinda funny.
Anyway, I think on Wednesday, I found out I Won a Logo Contest I entered at my Sister's work. Teen Talk.
I WON A HUNDRED MOTHER CUNTING BUCKS.
Thats right, I just used The C Word as a verb.
Intense.
I apparently cant be honest with Linda(My therapist) because I haven't even told her I'm gay.
Nor have I told her why Rebekah(Ruki) Makes me feel so instantly amazing.
Its true though, Ruki takes all the hurt away.
I'm Obsessed. Its Official.
Well, With two things.
Ruki:)
And Skins.
I've been doing hardly anything But reading Naomily(Naomi+Emily) And Keffy(Katie+Effy) Fanfics.
And Like, I cant hear "Oils" without giggling like a retard.
And I'm Starting to accidentally quote the show.
Oh, Speaking of Naomily; Read thisThese: a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather,
i was praying that you and me might end up together.
it’s like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert,
but i’m holding you closer than most,
‘cause you are my heaven
you are the distance between the way things are and the way i want them to be. you could get on my motorbike and we could drive to a lake. we could talk about what it means to be you, what it means to be me, what it means to love and what it means to be us. and in twenty years’ time, we could look back on this day and know that we meant what we said.
Cute, Hey?
Well, I guess I've drowned you in bullshit enough, So I best be off.
Love you:)
When dawn breaks, see it in your eyes
This seems fake, superheroes disguised
Hey guys, How the fuck you been? Me? Well, Don't you worry your pretty little face, Imma tell you.
I've been lonely, Lonely, lonely.
Which, actually, is hilarious considering at the same time, I've never been happier. My whole life feels like contradiction after contradiction. example:
I'm in love;;So I'm loosing my bestfriend
I'm going to therapy;;So what I'm going to therapy hasn't happened since my first session
I'm doing all the homework I can;;My marks are going down
I Don't fucking get it. Its like, as soon as something amazing happens, something has to bring it down. It sucks, and Its not fair.
At least some good things have happened since the last time I actually updated.
The bad thing is I dont even remember when that was.
So Im gonna start from the last good thing I Can remember.
I went to the buffalo Barbeque with My sister, and then the day after with Jess, Drew and Nevada.
I'm still upset about not going on the zipper. Kinda sucks.
Then I Think I got back together with Ruki(or it happened before that) and it felt like my crying fits completely disappeared. I Love her, she's so easy to talk to, and really, really, really cute.
I'm lucky:]
Last week I Went to a pride Roll out at Wheelies with my sister:) It was super fun, But I broke a growth plate in my wrist.
Now I have a cast D: Oh well.
You know what I think? I think we should recconect, my old TheO Friends. Yes, SojiRem, Zero Gaurdian, I'm Looking at you.
Thats It fer me tonight, all.
Love you!
