Loneliness And Depression

You have an empty feeling that comes from within
You long to share your feelings but no one will listen
You reach out for open arms, but nobody is there
Your tears fall to the ground, but nobody cares
You pick up the phone, but have no one to call
You feel overwhelmed; your mind is a crawl
You lay in your bed in the light of the moon
Just so you don't see those who aren't there for you
The flames spark inside you and heat up your fear
Your thoughts are suicidal, your days are so drear
Emotional fires burn up in your head
Fires of love and pain and regret
Consumed in your own darkness, you slowly fade away
Your once blue and sunny sky has turned to clouds of gray

©Rebekah Johnson,12 May 2008

IT DOESN'T LET ME FINSH THE ENTIRE POST!

OKAY! egh!!IM TALKING TO ERIK!!!!!!

Erik was meant for me.

this is my version my Meant for me....Erik Hernandez style

I feel the change of weather
i wish i never met 'em
this shit is taking over me
i wrote it in a letter
i said we'd be forever
now this is what you left for me
im laying in my bed
and your not by my side
all promises we said
and my heart broke inside.

It hurt so much, it didn't work out
we tried so hard couldn't figure it out
thought that was the one now i see
he ain't the man that was meant for me
so i drove away, didn't watch my back
and i cant deny i'ma call her back
cause i [really really love him]
HE WAS THE GUY THAT WAS MEANT FOR ME
he was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was there for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always give up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the man that was meant for me.

We puttin it together its getting hard to whether
but this is how its gotta be
i wanna make it better, i swear i want it better
so this is how i really feel
i ain't never been hurt like this before
so fast its happening and i cant take this anymore.

It hurt so much, it didn't work out
we tried so hard couldn't figure it out
thought that was the one now i see
he ain't the man that was meant for me
so i drove away, didn't watch my back
and i cant deny i'ma call him back
cause i [really really love 'em]
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was the guy that meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always give up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me.

Do you see me crying out for you
do you see me reaching out for you
do you see that i am meant for you
do you see how much i care for you
do you see that i'll be there for you
do you see that i am meant for you.

He was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the gguy that was meant for me
he was there for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
Erik's was the guy that was meant for me.

Erik was meant for me.


this is my version my Meant for me....Erik Hernandez style

I feel the change of weather
i wish i never met 'em
this shit is taking over me
i wrote it in a letter
i said we'd be forever
now this is what you left for me
im laying in my bed
and your not by my side
all promises we said
and my heart broke inside.

It hurt so much, it didn't work out
we tried so hard couldn't figure it out
thought that was the one now i see
he ain't the man that was meant for me
so i drove away, didn't watch my back
and i cant deny i'ma call her back
cause i [really really love him]
HE WAS THE GUY THAT WAS MEANT FOR ME
he was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was there for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always give up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the man that was meant for me.

We puttin it together its getting hard to whether
but this is how its gotta be
i wanna make it better, i swear i want it better
so this is how i really feel
i ain't never been hurt like this before
so fast its happening and i cant take this anymore.

It hurt so much, it didn't work out
we tried so hard couldn't figure it out
thought that was the one now i see
he ain't the man that was meant for me
so i drove away, didn't watch my back
and i cant deny i'ma call him back
cause i [really really love 'em]
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me
he was the guy that meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always give up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the guy that was meant for me.

Do you see me crying out for you
do you see me reaching out for you
do you see that i am meant for you
do you see how much i care for you
do you see that i'll be there for you
do you see that i am meant for you.

He was meant for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
he was the gguy that was meant for me
he was there for me so i never gave up
and i know it seems that i always gave up
but when i cant breathe then i know its real
Erik's was the guy that was meant for me.

BAttered wings

Butterfly beats against this hard steel cage
Wings writhing,and useless, she surrenders
A small sigh escapes her lips,
As she waits for that eternal slumber,
TIme passes, she does want to wait anymore.
SHe's lived her life.
All she knew was pain and misery..
THat was her minds state.
COvering it all with a preppy smile
Her true friend wonders what is behind those thin walls
GUess what> YOu were right..
These thin walls?
they're made of nothing but fright

...

i jux finished watching hth last episode of Fruits BAsket!! WAHH!!! im sadder than a soggy piece of bread!! WAH! it was os depressing! and today i also finished rreading the new Pendragon Book Tho!!! :DD it was like good!! No complaints!
N~E ways, back to the Fruits Basket:
i was kinda dissapointed, coz i never found out who Tohro ends up with! tho, me thinks it's Kyo