I was vaguely aware of what was going on around me. My vision was blurry though i could make out Pein. I was hoping wherever Saint was he wasn't in pain. He had told me before he left, because he shared his life force with me if i got hurt he would feel my pain. That was not what i wanted. Everything felt like it was going 100 miles an hour. Kakuzu was telling Pein the severity of my heart condition "If her heart Can't take anymore it will need replacing. I'll get Hidan to spare a heart from one of his stupid sacrifices..." He said loud enough for me to hear over the call. A few tears rolled down the corners of my eyes although the few tears became much more. I didn't want a new heart i was born with this one and i will die with this one. I felt so pathetic, useless and weak, if Hidan heard what i was thinking I'd get a verbal slap something i needed from one of my best friends. I couldn't stop the tears flowing i hoped Madara would never see me like this, i didn't want him to come in and see me so pathetic. I closed my eyes to stop the tears but my eye started to hurt. Everything went black. I was in a deep sleep of Childhood memories of the days back in the Land of Snow. How much i hated the quietness, my passion for something greater in my life. I got what i wanted. I woke up in my room I looked over and Chee who had her head in her hands i could hear her sniffling I assumed she was crying. "Chee why are crying?" i asked her while sitting up. "Y..y..you're h...hurt a..and i can't help you. Deena y..you should be laying down resting" she replied between cries. I shook my head "No i have done enough resting" i said sorrowfully and held her hand tight "I...I..I heard you might need a new heart" she continued but i did not answer. I pulled my Violin out from my bedside cabinet Chee looked at me "You want to play for old time sake?" i asked her "Deena don't say it like that" she said walking to my piano. We played the song we used to play way back when though i didn't care who heard us.