its been a wile since ive talked to my secret lover and i miss him. i have no clue ewhere he could be. he just went out and left. i have a strange fear that he was taken by the vampires. they are out of controll!! "if they have taken him away from me. ill send their buts some where...." "kalista" someone said behind me. i turned and it was him. but something was different. he looked pale drained of life. i walked over to him and gave him a big hug. "where the hell have you been? ive missed you!" "vempires.. blood..lust" were all he could manage to say befor he fell over dead. i fell to my knees and began to cry. "its all over.... its just me.. why did you let them get you" i said in a soft whisper. "ive wanted to say this for a long time.. i love you"