Love and lies,
statics to you,
alive and well,
go on without being noticed,
a girl of shameful actions,
depression on her mind,
one story to end tragically,
one girl and her struggle,
words spoken over dinner,
ending with slamming of bedroom doors,
a mothers anger,
a daughters tears,
a grandmothers attempt to keep her family Togeather,
day and night,
fights that only end badly,
locked doors and bad music,
a girl and her only escape,
throw downs and let downs,
her life is turned upside down,
by her very own parents,
for only a couple of hours she is isolated at home,
her parents at work,
bad intentions and humiliating memories,
fill her mind,
alone in a house with temptation,
curiosity can kill a soul,
pills and razors are her fate,
cold showers and tears show the pain,
a car door sounds outside,
she scrambles to her feet,
in the dark bathroom,
failing and falling back to the ground,
blood staining the floor,
shame filling the air,
she was bleeding on the bathroom floor,
hiding her face in her shaking hands,
blood stained razors and empty pill bottles
emergancy vehicles on their way
phone calls are made
conversations are spoken
options limited down for her
diagnosis is made
depression the name
doctors and medication
a rehab for the mentally unstable
she has let her parents down
truths of loneliness slowly creep upon her
a memory of the good days
plays out in her desperate mind
with nothing left to say
confessions soon fade away
body and soul
seperated by a thousand lies
fear of what the future way hold
tonight and everynight
she cries herself to sleep
her porcelain life was broken
shatttered to the core
with nowhere left to go
she did the only thing she knew
thousands go untreated for many they hit rock bottom
many never know the difference