Well, I had no other ideas.

As a child, I was very different from how I act now.
For example, I used to have a big imagnation, I could like, play pretend for hours, and not get bored, I couldn't do that now.
I also had a love for bugs, even big ones that I would find horrifying now,
I honestly don't know why I suddenly started fearing bugs, I think I had like, a bad encounter with one.

I used to think Charles Manson was a rock singer, or something,
and I thought that for years until my mom told me the truth, I was like, 14 at the time too. That's how my interest in serial killers started as well.
(Although, to be fair, Charles Manson WAS a singer, just not a rock singer.)

So, uh, yeah. I don't know how I'm still alive today, it's a mystery,
especially considering I tried to break my own neck to see if I can be like an owl, but I'm not sure if it's possible to break your own neck like that. Hopefully not.