I think it's about time I fixed this up haha.

Anyway, hey, whats up in the world of The Otaku? My real name is Chloe, I'm 18 years old and currently attending college. If I were to describe myself...I would say I'm a rather confusing person to get to know. I can be fairly shy and in other ways very social. If I don't like you, I don't like you so don't even try to get me to like you. If I like you, you're a friend for life unless you do something to really hurt me. But thats reasonable, right? with that being said, I should say that normally I'm very friendly to begin with. I always believe someone should at least be given a chance unless proven that they don't.

I love to draw, write, dance and listen to music. I have a deviantart and Furaffinity account for my artwork. If interested in seeing any of it, let me know.

I'm pansexual...if you want to call me bisexual because that's more comfortable for you, go ahead. I'm taken by my awesome boyfriend, Sam. He is Transgendered FtM and we're happy together. No, he doesn't have an account on here..but I thought I would share. I'm pretty straight forward, so if you want to know something you're welcome to ask. I have a TMI Tuesday world for that. You're also welcome to just write me a note. I'm normally easy to talk to.
Uhm...YEAH! haha, I think thats it for now.

It's the christmas season~

And holy shiz it came by quickly! I haven't gotten ANY of my shopping done, haha.

Well...I haven't updated much lately so I thought I would.

Seeing as how court with my mother is beginning to come to an end, I transfered from SFSU and came back home. I'm still going to school...but here in Sacramento until this whole court thing is figured out and other family matters, I suppose.

At this new college I only got into one class though ;^; so SAD! It's a lithography class +silk screening...so it'll be a fun class but it really isn't going towards anything which is kind of a bummer. IT'S OK THOUGH! I'm honestly really lucky I even got into a class.

I've been trying to find a job recently...but when you have no experience in the work field, no one wants to hire you xD. Luckily I get a few art commissions here and there so it pays for some things. That and my family is really supportive and helps me out a lot. So does Ben (aka Sam). So I'm just kinda chillin, appyling EVERYWHERE I possibly can haha.

What else...I've been realizing my artworks becoming darker and darker...^^;; I realize I used to draw cute lovey dovey things and what not, and now their demons and nightmares and all of the above XD. But hey....it gets me known on my accounts so it's cool with me! Plus the creepier the stuff is, the cooler it looks, ey?

I have no idea what else to write about...aside from life's pretty damn good considering what hell I'm put through 24/7. I've found that if you just don't let it get to you, then it really doesn't matter what happens! You have to learn to not give a crap and everything is smooth sail from there xD. For the most part anyway...I still have some emotional problems I have to deal with.

Anyway that's about it for now! laters


TheO meme

Why not? haha Stolen from Emotionalfreak

1. Type your full username.

2. Do you have other accounts? If so, what is the name(s) of it/them
Yeah. I have an FA: Zenokami DA: Zennyokami

3. What do you submit on theO?
Nothing honestly xD. I'm never here anymore. But I suppose I'd have to say my own drawings.

4. Out of what you submit most, what is the most popular piece?
I dunno, too lazy to check.

5. Are you surprised?
Surprised about what?

6. Who is your best friend on theO?
Uhh...lol I have no idea XD OH OH Touket Cx

7. Who is your enemy on theO?
I don't think I have any? I mean....I'm rarely on here lol.

8. Who do you admire on theO?
I have no idea.

9. When did you join theO?
A long ass time ago

10. Do you like theO?
It's alright. I've got more important things to occupy my life now...sooo.

11. Have any nicknames on here?
Zenzen, zenn, zenny

12. Belong to rps? If you do, names?

13. What do you usually do on here?
Creep >:)

14. Do you know anyone on theO in real life?
I've met Baka Red

15. Is a family member on here?
LOL no xD

16. Do you comment often?

17. Is there anything you wish you could take back involving theO?

18. If yes, what?

19. How much of your time is spent on here?
Like...30 minutes here and there xD. I'm NEVER on here.

20. Do you keep in contact with anyone on theO that you don’t know in rl?
Uhm, I suppose?

21. Something you LOVE about theO?
Uhm, the chatroom I suppose

22. Something you HATE about theO?

23. Something you wish you could change?

24. How many subscribers do you have?

25. Are you fine with that number?
Whatever I don't really care xD

26. Do you call people on theO with “Chan”, “Kun”, “San”, “Sama”, “Sensei”, etc.?

27. Do you know what any of those even are?
Yeah of course

28. Who do you talk to on theO the most?
Nana, LOL HEY I WAS IN YOUR MEME <3 Uhm, Baka, Touket

29. Does theO have a influence on your every day life?
No, sir/maam

30. What did you think of this 30 question meme?
It was fun I suppose xD

Whose excited for Thanksgiving?

Hey guys! Long time no see ey? xD

So whose excited for Thanksgiving? I AM! I'm normally not much of a thanksgiving person but this year I am I guess. I think it's because it's my first thanksgiving where I'm actually coming home for it. That and College food is gross so my moms cooking just sounds heavenly right now.

Tomorrow is also my boyfriend and mines 2 month anniversary (it's not too special but we enjoy celebrating every month) and I think it's funny that it's on Thanksgiving xD. He may be able to stay at our house for thanksgiving which will be so incredibly entertaining. He's a goof ball and when you put him and my brother together you get quite the duo.

I'm not too excited that my aunts coming though....is that bad? you guys probably think so. BUT if you guys knew the story then maybe you'd understand where I'm coming from...

Anyway...I'll update later, but I'm off to take a shower and get ready to pick up my boyfriend.

Happy Halloween!

Haha, heyy guys happy halloween!
I hope you all have a good one :)

Mine so far has been interesting...I got lost in San Francisco trying to find the tattoo and piercing shop and it seriously took me 3 hours to find the damned place. I got my lip pierced, hurt like a mother fucker. It still hurts and I'm actually feeling kind of sick Dx. But it looks awesome so I'm good XD.

I got lost again on my way back and yeah...but now I'm back in my dorm getting ready to dress up and run around campus! Maybe do some Gangnam style dancing here and there :). Everyone's dressed up, it's really awesome. I love this city so much.

I miss my boyfriend though xC I wish I was with him right now but sadly I'm not. awh well...anyway laters guys! Enjoy a picture!

it's before I pierced my lip btw.


Tagged by Elricbrothersfan.
1. The one thing you wish had never been invented:
Nuclear weapons
2. Do you agree/disagree that it's part of human nature to want who/what you can't have?:
I strongly agree with that
3. Do you play an instrument? If not, which one(s) would/do you want to learn?
I play piano, but I wish I could learn the guitar or maybe in the Ukulele
4. Any special talents? (Besides #4 if you said yes.)
I draw, dance and write
5. Dream Job?
A famous photographer who travels around the world
6. Have you ever used a floopy disc?
Yes, Yes I have.
7. Did you notice that I misspelled "floppy disc"?
Haha nope, I didn't.
9. Did you then notice that I skipped #8?
Now I do
10. Favorite food?
Ribs, I think.
11. A question I don't see too often: What does being an Otaku mean to you?
Honestly...not much haha. I mean it used to when I didn't have a life I guess you could say. Well, more so when I didn't have very many friends, but now I'm in college and I'm incredibly busy with everything. This is merely a childhood memory that I enjoy coming back to here and there.
12. Did you notice that I broke Rule #2 (making more than 11 questions) while trying to follow Rule #2 (having enough questions)?
No haha.

Thats it! I'd put my own questions down, but I'm actually really busy right now. Bye bye!