I think it's about time I fixed this up haha.

Anyway, hey, whats up in the world of The Otaku? My real name is Chloe, I'm 18 years old and currently attending college. If I were to describe myself...I would say I'm a rather confusing person to get to know. I can be fairly shy and in other ways very social. If I don't like you, I don't like you so don't even try to get me to like you. If I like you, you're a friend for life unless you do something to really hurt me. But thats reasonable, right? with that being said, I should say that normally I'm very friendly to begin with. I always believe someone should at least be given a chance unless proven that they don't.

I love to draw, write, dance and listen to music. I have a deviantart and Furaffinity account for my artwork. If interested in seeing any of it, let me know.

I'm pansexual...if you want to call me bisexual because that's more comfortable for you, go ahead. I'm taken by my awesome boyfriend, Sam. He is Transgendered FtM and we're happy together. No, he doesn't have an account on here..but I thought I would share. I'm pretty straight forward, so if you want to know something you're welcome to ask. I have a TMI Tuesday world for that. You're also welcome to just write me a note. I'm normally easy to talk to.
Uhm...YEAH! haha, I think thats it for now.

The Joys of being an Adult

Thought I'd stop in and say hello again.

I hope everyone is doing well. I'm doing pretty great, just very busy all the time now. Currently enjoying my summer before heading back to the Bay Area for school. It's been super crazy because I've been busy trying to find a cheaper place to live (which is basically impossible here in California...), but I'm trying to stay optimistic.

Anywho, How are you?

I sometimes miss this place

I wonder how many people will actually read this, I feel like no one is left on this site. Haha.

But anyway, I very rarely ever come and check out this site, but sometimes I do when I'm bored, and I was reading through all my gifts and other things and honestly, I kind of miss this place. It's crazy to think that so many years ago, this was a huge part of my life. Several others too for that matter. I made some cool friends (who I unfortunately never talk to anymore) and I made some good, bad and stupid memories too. All I don't think I'd change however for they surprisingly have helped shaped the person I am. It helped me learn what to do and what not to do in this world.

I sometimes wonder what others are now doing, you know? What they've done with their lives now and how successful they are as people. I'm sure everyone is doing something great.

But anyway...I hope everyone is doing swell!

Update I suppose

Hey guys,

Well I'm honestly surprised I haven't completely forgotten about this place. I still think about it occasionally. ANYWHO-thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday, I greatly appreciate it!

I had a fabulous birthday that included long walks on the beach with the boyfriend and family as well as exceptionally wonderful restaurants with lots of glasses of wine. It's definitely strange to be 21 haha.

Aside from that life has been BUSY. I am working a lot with art now, I just got into my dream school as well, so I am working lots and lots on transfer credits and housing information and so on and so forth. However, aside from being busy, things are very good!

My brother and sister in law are also expecting a child! I'm pretty excited to finally be an aunt!

Anyway-just wanted to post a quick update!

-Zenny

RIP My Wonderful Grandmother

A couple of days ago, My grandmother passed away. It's been a really hard week, and I honestly don't know what to do with myself because I've never had to grieve like this before.

The nice thing is that I know damn well she is no longer in pain. She can live happily and pain-free wherever she may be. I am very thankful to have such wonderful people in my life right now, too. My boyfriend has been AMAZING through this entire thing and my brother has been a real big help. Also, my friends have really helped as well and I appreciate everything they said to me via facebook or phone.

Anyway, hope everyone is well.
Zenny

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone. I hope everyone is doing well.

For me, Christmas this year its definitely bitter sweet since my Mom will not be here, but I'm still going to make the best of this christmas with the family that is here. It's nice to finally have time off too since I worked and went to school and barely had any time to do anything for myself.

Haha it won't last long...but for the time it does last, it's worth it.

I'll be going to a convention in late January which I'm really excited about. I'll be hanging out with a lot of popular artists and some of them are attending the school I will be transferring to in the next year or so.

so pretty much for me, life is stressful and very busy, but very good.

I hope you guys are all doing well.