Long Way Down

01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Currently single.
Single life is okay. Not what I want, but I enjoy the freedom to do what I want, whenever I want, with whomever I want.

02: Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
In ten years, I will be 34. I hope to settled down, married, with a kid or two.

03: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I personally don't like drugs. They're illegal. I don't advocate breaking the law. As long as you are smart with drinking alcohol, I don't mind at all.

04: Your views on religion.
I'm still trying to figure out just what I believe. I believe religion and science can coexist. I don't believe in persecuting people based on religious beliefs.

05: A time you thought about ending your own life.
Numerous times while I'm driving, I will envision just running the car off the road down a steep incline, into a river, etc. It's the only time I can say I've been somewhat serious about the thought.

06: Write 20 interesting facts about yourself.
That's a lot, but here I go.
1. I love to collect fairy figurines.
2. All my birthmarks are on the left side of my body.
3. When I was younger, I wanted to be a marine biologist.
4. My biggest crush on any celebrity is JJ Redick, an NBA player.
5. I have a hard time saying no.
6. To sleep, I need to sleep on my stomach/side. I will start facing one way, but I usually always end up having to turn over to actually fall asleep.
7. I cannot sleep if I'm even a little bit too hot.
8. I don't have a smartphone, nor do I really want one.
9. Dresses are one of my favorite articles of clothes to wear, but I can only wear dresses where the skirt is a certain length- either really short or somewhere below the knee- otherwise, I feel I look terrible in it.
10. My shirt size is fucked up. My waist area is the size of a medium, and my bust area is the size of an extra large. Most of my shirts are either really tight or really lose.
11. Button up shirts are a no go unless I only have to button them bellow my boobs.
12. I was borderline anorexic for a whole summer.
13. I want to do so many different hobbies, but I have no motivation to actually go out and do any of them.
14. I'm super frugal with my money.
15. It wasn't until I was 19 that I found out woman actually masturbated. I thought only men did that.
16. I love sitting outside on a summer night during a thunderstorm and watching the lightning.
17. Smallville is still one of my most favorite tv shows.
18. I have a dickle that I keep on my bedside table. A dickle is this nickle my friends were playing with when it accidentally fell down one of their pants, and I think they ended up putting it down everyone's pants. So it's the dick nickle. Dickle.
19. I'm incredibly sentimental. I like to keep every card, every letter, every anything anyone ever sends or gives me. I can't throw anything away.
20. I still fit into clothes I wore in high school.

07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Sagittarius. Astrology isn't real. A part of every horoscope fits everyone. That's why it's so broad.

08: A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
When I decided to only work one job for the first time in 5 years. It was when I knew I was financially stable.

09: How you hope your future will be like.
I just hope it's full of joy and happiness and love. That's all I want out of life.

10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.
My first kiss was when I was 18 and had my first boyfriend. We had been seeing each other for a couple weeks or so and he walked me out to my car and just leaned in and kissed me goodbye.
My first love was Joe. I was head over heels the first week we started hanging out, and I've felt the same way ever since.

11: Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Scars- Papa Roach
Nobody's Fool- Avril Lavigne
Intro- James Horner (Avatar Soundtrack)
I'm Crazy for This Girl- Lifehouse
Cheers- Rihanna
Never Gonna Be Alone- Nickelback
Empire State of Mind Broken Down- Alicia Keys
Blow Me One Last Kiss- Pink
Once Upon a Time Orchestral Suite- Mark Isham
California Gurls- Katy Perry

12: Bullet your whole day.

  • Got up
  • Went to work
  • Workedout
  • Went home
  • Went to Buffalo Wild Wings
  • Packed for Trip tomorrow
  • Laid in bed
  • Texted Joe
  • Doing this
  • Going to bed

13: Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Switzerland. I'd love to see the country my grandmother was born in.

14: Your earliest memory.
I honestly can't tell you what I remember versus what people have told me. I remember in preschool telling this ginger kid that I'd date him because no one else would. That might be my earliest memory.

15: Your favorite blogs.
Tumblr blogs are my favorite blogs.

16: Your views on mainstream music.
It is what it is. I like some of it, I don't like some of it.

17: Your highs and lows of this past year.
Highs: New car, new place, new game system, new job, another new place, my brother coming home from the Czech Republic after 3 months.
Lows: Having to move, losing one of the best friends I ever had, Joe

18: Your beliefs.
What a broad question. I have many beliefs about a whole lot of things. Generally I'm open minded about things, though.

19: Disrespecting your parents.
What about it? Do I do it? No. Or I try not to. I hate disappointing my parents. And I feel incredibly terrible should it ever happen.

20: How important you think education is.
Education is very important. You should always be educated about something before forming an opinion about something.

21: One of your favorite shows.
Game of Thrones, Castle, The Vampire Diaries, Firefly, Supernatural.
I can't pick just one.

22: How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Oh wow, in two years? Well, I've kind of come out of my shell. Not so reserved and quiet. A lot more open minded. I'm getting better about telling people how I feel about things. Not to mention how open I've become sexually. That's probably the biggest change that's happened in the 2 years.

23: Name 5 guys/girls who are famous who you find attractive.

  • JJ Redick (NBA player)
  • Jensen Ackles
  • Chris Pine
  • Chris Hemsworth
  • Misha Collins

24: Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
I don't really have one favorite movie. I can watch most all disney movies several times over. The Little Mermaid is one of my all time favorites.

25: Someone who fascinates you and why.
There are different aspects of nearly everyone that fascinate me. I think I'll go with my best friend Ana. She's just so upbeat and positive and open minded and so willing to tell someone how it is. She actually likes direct confrontation. I admire that in her.

26: What kind of person attracts you?
Someone sincere. As long as they are genuine, I'm hooked. I like an athletic guy, someone with a sense of humor.

27: A problem that you have had.
Telling people 'no'.

28: Something that you miss.
My best friend. OR former friend, now.

29: Goals for the next 30 days.
I've been working out a lot the last two weeks, and my goal is to complete a list of classes and get a free month at the gym next month, so that's my goal.

30: Your highs and lows of this month.
Highs: Seeing my brother for the first time in 3 months, going to my friend's wedding
Lows: Seeing Joe once in 22 days.

End