So, here's my World Page designed especially for me. For those of you who aren't familiar with me, I'm an aspiring Manga-ka (at least in my own mind) and I enjoy many things in life, including, but not limited to: sword-fights, squirrels, lingual jokes, shiny rocks, and strawberries.
Also, I was born in Texas, but raised in Montana. No, I don't ride horses, or boil water over a campfire to heat it, and as a matter of fact, I hate Westerns! I don't have an accent (y'all) and I don't wear a ten-gallon cowboy hat with chaps. I'm a normal, everyday average citizen of America... who wishes he were somewhere else. XD I'm also agnostic, so don't come preaching to me about anything, okies? And, I won't throw you down a well, okies? Yay! Friends!!!
"You have to be realistic about terrorism. Certain groups of people, certain groups, Muslim fundamentalists, Christian fundamentalists, Jewish fundamentalists, and just plain guys from Montana, are going to continue to make life in this country very interesting for a long, long time."
Or, check out our DeviantArt page [Shiro-Jinja] that Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) and I share!
Well, hope you enjoy your visit and sayonara for now! ^_^
I had my Buddhism Final today. I think it went well. We had to answer 4 out of 5 questions provided IN DETAIL and then write an essay... My wrist felt like spaghetti...
But, I got an A in art~! :D A 93% overall~! I was so happy. ^^ Especially considering my teacher was like, "You were one of the better students AND artists in class. You should take more art classes! It was a treat having you!" I felt so special. >_<
Anyway, I still have my Japanese final tomorrow. I'm not quite as worried about that one. ^^; As a matter of fact, instead of studying, I drew some new art. OTL
Shounen-ai... from an RP I'm in.
Mine's the white-haired one, Shiro. The darker-haired one with the guitar is Kaze, he belongs to TheO's own RazingPhoenix.
Yes, they're married, you sillies. X3
Ugh, the hands and feet are a little off, but I'll fix those when I scan it properly, I promise... sorry for crappy camera quality, it's all I have at my disposal until tomorrow. ^^;
OH! Also~! Also~!
I got a new insulin pump. B3 It's black and sleek and tells me when my sugars are high. I mean, my target range is 100-120 and I had a reading of 133 (not bad, not bad) and it was like, "BITCH! TAKE 0.3 UNITS OF INSULIN, NOW!" XDD Not really, but pretty much.
I love it.
Umm... that's about all I have to say for now.
The last couple of days, I've been IRATE. Like... BAD. I wanted to kick and punch something yesterday just because I was having a hard time drawing a damn BOX in art class. I came THIS close to tossing the clipboard across the room. Ohhhh, I wanted to so bad... SOOOOOO bad... Luckily, I was only mad at myself and no one caught on and everyone left me alone.
Sadly, I had thought this anger was just... random. Honestly, there was nothing to instigate it and I felt ashamed for feeling angry, which only made me angrier. I assumed there was some chemical imbalance in me, or because the weather was changing, or SOMETHING.
But, I was still irritable last night when I got home. Then, I could hardly sleep last night, and when I did sleep I had terrible, terrible nightmares.
This morning, I was still in a pissy mood, so I thought, "Well, maybe I can help this by getting myself something I like. I think I'll buy a danish!"
However, the boyfriend did what he was supposed to do and said, "You have to check your blood sugar levels first. If they're too high, you can't have it."
And, thank the GODS he made me do that. My sugars were above 450!
So, THAT'S why I'd been so angry and messed up... As it turns out, I was just having a terrible high sugar, which led to the irritability, the sleeplessness, the nightmares, and the anger. I used to think this couldn't happen to me. That my diabetes couldn't affect my mood, but it can... I'll have to watch this closer from now on.
Don't worry. Right after that, I took insulin, didn't eat, and two hours later I was down to 150. Around 2 (right before Japanese class), I was at a perfect 103.
Today, in Buddhism, we were just sitting in class. Then, the girl who's always there with her boyfriend (I assume, since they're always so close and huggie and kissie...) got up to go use the restroom or something in the middle of class. She gets up, and reveals that she's wearing a thong.
Okay, we're in college, so it's cool. Watched her leave and noted that she looked attractive from behind. She comes back a few minutes later and I think, "Yeah, not as pretty coming as she is going..." I didn't like her from the front. .___. Ugly face... noticeable muffin-top from the front.
Moral of this story?
Yosei is capable of shallow thoughts as well.
In a freakin' BUDDHISM class of all things! AH HAH HAH~
I don't normally have such thoughts. I could care less for what a girl looks like as long as she's sweet and adorable. Usually, I don't care at all. But, hey, no one's perfect. And, we're all subject to this from time to time. So, I'm not ashamed. -w-
Sorry about that crappy rant yesterday. I've been really emotional lately, I wish I knew why that happened...
Anyway, the b/f and I are okay. I'm not so worried anymore and I've come to realize that it's just... gonna happen. It's not like I'm losing him forever (I dunno why my mind made me think that) and it'll be a real treat for us.
In other news, my Japanese teacher is wanting to help me try to find some Summer Time in Japan. Just a couple of weeks. Anything more than a month would be too much for me and my diabetes to handle, at least if I go alone. ^^;
But, Omigawds, do I want to go. .__.
Wish me luck. Send some people to my DA page so they can buy some commissions from me and help me raise some money, ne? I'd truly appreciate it.
OH! The b/f agreed that we should try to extend the Olive Branch to our ex-friends-turned-enemies. It's not that I miss her, I just... don't like being bitter. The b/f is neutral in her direction, but not towards her boyfriend. *sigh* Well... at least it's SOME progress...
Still stole so much of my energy though, to be around them. I wish I knew why that happened, too... ;:/
Mom's decided on a house already that she wants to get. The sister doesn't like it, she prefers a bigger, fancier kind. I don't really care either way, as long as I have a space for myself and because, I'm only gonna be living with them for a couple of more years before I move to Seattle with the b/f while he completes school. I'd rather make mom happy, she has to live in it longer. The sister wants to move out and go to college as soon as she can, and that in just one and a half years.
Anything else worth updating on? Not really.
I drew a profile of a dragon today in Buddhism class. I rather like it, so I might post it. If not later, I will eventually include it in a sketch dump.
Well, time to go eat dinner and shower and work on my art requests/trades/commishes that have been piling up.
Oh, yeah. Taking Art SKETCH requests until November 11th. First come, first serve. Check the link above to my DA page.