I passed my math test (shocker?) and so I have free time on the laptop. :'D
Anyway. Life is pretty fantastic right now, actually.
There's really nothing current to complain about, so I'll summarize my life (
Hmm, well. Joe and I don't talk at all anymore. Quite a bit of shit happened between us. He faked his death to get away from me, and apparently lied to me about every ounce of his 'feelings.'
He's a game-playing bastard. The only feelings I have for him anymore is the one where he burns in hell for everything he's done for me. Even after he faked all that, I tried to give him a chance to be my friend, buuut... He's too far gone. Everything has gone too far in hell between us to even start over. He's ruined a lot of things for me.
As far as friends go; I've lost two. Cheyann and Sammi.
Cheyann caused a lot of drama between me and Ashley and I can't forgive her. She doesn't let anything go, she's always sad though she's a spoiled brat, and she's just all around a bad friend. She wasn't ever there for me, and she laughed at all of my feelings.
Sammi, well, she's just simply a conceited bitch who can't keep her big mouth shut. She thinks she's 'holier than thou' and she's ridiculous. Confronting me about how she thinks she knows the whole story between Joe and I, and taking his side. SO yeah.
And the situation about my father. I officially moved out in October, to my mom's fulltime. He just stressed me out until I couldn't take it anymore. I rarely speak to him. We're on good terms, sort of, but I can't live with him. It's too much pressure.
As you might be able to see from this post so far, my personality has changed. I no longer give a fuck about bullies and 'haters.' I'm perfectly happy the way I am now. I'm more thankful for what I have, instead of depressed because of what I don't have.
There's about three reasons why. But I'm only going to speak about the main one.
This summer, I discovered that I'm a female-to-male transgender. It's the reason that I've always felt so awkward as a female. Why I dislike being referred to as female and 'Kayla.'
So I officially go by Kyle now. And I'm male inside. So I'd prefer if you guys could start referring to me as Kyle now, and male if you don't mind. I know it's a habit change. But please respect my preferences, please.
And yes, I am a gay male. Sexual Identity and Gender Identity have nothing to do with one another, so yeaah.
Hence, I left all my sadness and depression with 'Kayla.' Now that I've dispelled her, I'm much happier. c:
By the way; I am a dirty hoe. xD and a 'gay little whore.'
~With love, Kyle. <3