Not much is happening here. Just in pain from my iron deficiency. But it's alright, I got some supplement pills so hopefully I won't be taken over by bruises for too much longer.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that I'm open for art trades/requests of almost any kind. If anyone is interested, let me know. :3
have a couple of selfies. o.e
Roller coaster lifeeeee.
Literally. I'm so up and down, feeling FANTASTIC one moment, and stressing the hell out the next. It really sucks.
Right now, I'm sick. Again. I was fine for the weekend (for the most part) but now I can't stop coughing and it's made me so weak and sore. It hurts to move at all. I stayed up until like 4am, coughing up a lung, and I woke up for school like twenty minutes late so I just said fuck it. -w-
I had a pretty terrible day yesterday. I went to school, even with as sick as I am. I got made fun of for COUGHING. -.- like are you kidding me? This guy was like "you're gonna get us all sick. why are you even here. if you're that sick you need to go home you dumb fuck." really??
the rest of the day just sucked because I felt horrible.
Then I got home and my clothes are disappearing. v.v not even kidding. I'm missing half of my wardrobe. My mom and I searched the entire house like five times. My clothes are just... gone. v~v And it really upset me and just set me off yesterday. I literally just cried on my bed for two hours.
But life is good in some aspects. I finally got to see my boyfriend last weekend. >//w//< it was really fun~ we went to see Frozen (I loved it a LOT.) then we went back home and watched both the insidious movies. ;-; I love them but I didn't handle the 2nd one very well xD I wanna watch it again now that I know what's coming and really absorb the movie. For the most part, we just watched stuff. :3 which is nice. It's what we do everytime I come over.
We, uhm, made out (for the first time) for like an hour. /)///( I've really got to learn how to breathe, though. >.< I had to keep pulling away for a breath. I get really focused on the kiss itself that I forget to breathe hahaha. .-.
But nevertheless, it was awesome. *///*
We talked about our little kinks and such and how we could try to get into one another's. :3 he told me that he enjoys boys with bruises/scratches/etc, and I told him like I definitely wouldn't mind being bruised/scratched/especially bitten. >.< it would be like little marks of ownership. Which I would absolutely adore.
And he is taking an interest in my heartbeat fetish. o///o we talked about owning a stethoscope and omg. It's funny how I was so afraid of him being weird about it, but he's actually very accepting and even embracing of it.
But anyway, yeah. :3 I had a great weekend.
Now if I can just survive this illness and finally get back into school mode, my life would be perfect. >.<
-Kyuuuu. (That's what my adorable little Chinese friend Li calls me. so cute!)
So hey you guys.
I have not had the best of weeks. As a matter of fact, it was awful.
I have new classes and they are awful. Business management, US History 1 (I failed a semester of it as a sophomore) and I'm an office assistant.
US history is the worst class. The teacher is really cool. He's funny and he's into heavy metal and he's just a cool guy. But the class is for sophomores. And I'm an senior. -.- they made me cry on the first day back. But the next time I was okay so. Let's hope it stays bearable.
Business management is like, whatever. The people are nice though and so is the teacher. So I'm glad for that. I'm just irked that I have to take the class. Because it's not something that's required but I needed a filler class. It was either that, or choir and weights. LOLNOPE.
Office assistant is kind of nice. Though it's a little stressful for someone like me. Anxiety is certainly not a factor that helps in situations such as delivering stuff and showing new students around. But it's not terrible.
About the only thing school-related that's gone well is my art classes. Theatre is the best. Lately we've been doing stage combat and it's a lot of fun. Carli (my "girlfriend" lol) and I are always partners, so we have to do a skit where we get into a fight. It's going to be great.
I was looking forward to the weekend for a long time because I was supposed to go see Jason but... we both got sick. >.< this is the 2nd time we've had to cancel. :c but hopefully next weekend works out.
We had sort of a bad conversation about it actually. Because he was the one who canceled and it was the only thing that I was looking forward to after my terrible week and I got really upset and made him feel bad. But then I felt bad for that, because getting sick isn't his fault. So we apologized to one another and everything is okay.
That's one thing I love about us. We can always fix the things we mess up. We are best friends as well as a couple so we are able to talk to eachother about our issues with it getting awkward. It's great.
Yeh, I've been not so well lately. I've had a lot of head issues this week. I was getting constant migraines with everything I did and I could never think straight. I was using words in the wrong context and spelling things really wrong and just wow. My balance was off as well as feeling always exhausted and sore. It sucked. Now I just have a cold or something. Still sore as hell and getting migraines but I'm feeling a lot better than I did.
Today all I did was binge-watch the entire first season of Game of Thrones. It was finally on TV so how could I resist. I finally got to watch more than the first four episodes lol. I need more. >w<
I don't actually hate any characters. Not even Joffery. o_o he's such a little snob lol. My favorite characters are Daenryis (however you spell it), her lover, Tyrion and Robb. :3
I've been obsessively listening to Fall Out Boy and the soundtracks to Moulin Rouge lately. c: they're great.
I've also been planning a story with Jason. It's a romantic fantasy/adventure story. :D I'll post it when I get stuff done.
Oh, I also finally cut and colored my hair. Not exactly how I thought it would turn out, but I still really enjoy it. c: it was supposed to be a lot shorter and pale blonde but meh I'm a ginger lol.
Rocking that Game of Thrones shirt. c'x
Anyway yeah, sorry this post isn't so eventful. I have a migraine and yeah. x.x but I'll still be here to talk so.
Can I just express something? Something wonderful?
Jason/Kyle is the sweetest boy I have ever had the privilege of meeting. Even more so lucky that I'm dating him.
He accepts every part of me, and even embraces these parts. He loves my weirdness and my nerdy-ness. He loves my body and my face. He loves all the things that I'm insecure about. He loves my strange little kinks and fetishes.
He makes my days brighter. He tells me that I'm beautiful. He's always there for me for when I'm sad and he listens to my rants and raves.
He doesn't make me feel belittled or neglected. He understands that I have major issues and has never once made me feel bad for them.
With the end of a great 2013, I'm very happy to start another delightful year with him. And I hope that each and everyone of you can feel the way I do someday. I hope you can find someone wonderful who makes you feel special. Someone who knows and values you like the treasure you are.
-the very mushy, lovey-dovey Kyle <33
Good... very early morning, lovely people~ it's about 3am right now lol.
I haven't updated you on things in quite some time. So here goes.
Let's see. This winter break has been mostly good so far. Though there also have been some very not good days. Days where I broke down and cried for several hours on end. I was pretty much unconsolable save for talking to Kyle. He helped me get through that weird funk and now I'm better.
I don't really know what happened. It was in the days before Christmas and I just felt so disappointed because I was going to be alone on the holidays. My family was home but when they're home, they don't pay much attention to me. And we weren't planning on celebrating Christmas. Then Christmas Day actually came, and I spent half the day sulking about and being a negative nancy until I went to my dad's to hang out. :3 we played video games and watched music videos and some Christmas specials.
Then the next day, my grandfather came over and just unloaded a ton of Christmas stuff for us. Apparently my mom's side of the family decided they weren't going to celebrate this year. But we still exchanged gifts anyway.
So~ for Christmas, I recieved:
-clothes and makeup
-lots of candy and sweets
-coffee and more coffee
-dapper bear figurine
I'm soon to get more though :D I'm supposed to be going to Kyle's soon and getting some hairdye from my friend Rikki sometime.
I'm hopefully gonna get my haircut tomorrow or soon before I go to see Kyle. I may be blonde for a while before I actually go blue. But wheeee. I'm so excited. I love my dark hair but I want a change, it's getting a bit old and my confidence isn't too great lately so I feel it'll give me a boost. :3
What else? Ah. Well Kyle changed his name and he goes by something else now. His new name Jason or Jace. Yeah, we're no longer Kyle and Kyle ;-; but it's what he wanted to do, so I'm happy for him. So I'll refer to him as either Jason/Jace or Kyle (if I slip up) but just know that they're the same person and that we're still happily together. Cx a year and five months~
Well I've decided to scrap the Homunculus story idea. I'm just going to keep it as a small backstory for Yuki. But yeeeh.
If anyone wants to RP anything with me, please do so!! I can do pretty much anything original under any genre, though romance (smutty or lovey) and fantasy are my strong points. I prefer to not do anything fandom-related. And the format for my RPing isn't specific, I can roll with anything. We could start a world or just keep it one-on-one. Either is fine for me. So yeah~ I'M DESPERATE. Seriously though. It's an opportune time to RP with me because no school and I'm feeling creative.
But yeh, nothing else is really happening. Which is good. I like peaceful times. :3
Anyway, I'm going to post some artwork and just chill. So if anyone would like to talk, I'm here now or I'll get back to you in the morning. n.n
-Kyle loves you all <3