...And It Kills Me Instantly
To See You With These Other Guys
Could Be The Death Of Meee~
~Blood On The Dance Floor,Designed To Kill.
Soooo... Uhhhh... I can't sleep. c:
Mah boyfriend Matt went to bed like four hours ago. xD And Ashley just went to bed soo.. Uhhh.
I was watching Ghost Adventures. :D I love that show. x3 It's mah favorite paranormal show. x3
Though it gave me nightmares, so I woke up and now I can't sleep. :D
My favorite episode is definetly (WHY CANT I SPELL THIS WORD TODAY/TONIGHT) The Valentine's Day Special. x3
It just makes me crack up laughing. xD
That's just some of the highlights, I think. xD I haven't watched the video all the way through yet.
Buuuuut yeah. xD
AHA Found the episode, in parts.
-Part One.
-Part Two.
-Part Three.
-Final Part.
Last night's episode was the scariest one I've seen. I don't remember where they were, or anything, but I was so terrified I couldn't even finish it. I just quickly switched it Cartoon Network. xD They were in some kind of prison, I think... I don't know. But mannnn. It just freaked me out so much.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Someone oughta talk to me. c: COMMENT????
K- Crazy.
A- Easy To Fall In Love With.
Y- Can Be Funny And Dumb At The Same Time.
L- Very Good Kisser.
A- Easy To Fall In Love With.
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K- Crazy.
Y- Can Be Funny And Dumb At The Same Time.
L- Very Good Kisser.
E- Can Kick Your Ass.
[Did my name(s) because my username is WAY too long for this. xD]
A: Easy to fall in love with
B: Amazing kisser
C: Good person
D: Has gorgeous eyes
E: Can kick your ass
F: Loves people
G: Loves to be loved
H: Fricken hott
I: Loves to laugh and smile
J: Is really sweet
K: Crazy
L: very good kisser
M: Is very sexual
N: Loved by everyone
O: Has a nice ass
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A animal lover
R: Has one of the best personalities ever
S: Makes people laugh
T: Makes dating fun.
U: Has a Smile to die for
V: Freakin hott hardly ever unhappy
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z: Hottttttt!
... And Said, "You Won't Feel A Thing."
~My Chemical Romance, Disenchanted.
So, I haven't posted about life lately. xP
Anyway, everything has actually been really great around here, other than my health. I've been writing a lot, and wanting to read. I've also been drawing a LOT too.
I'm going to buy a dress for my Faerie-Renaissaunce Faire costume soon. c: Along with some Wings too, if I'm lucky.
Joe and I are great. <3
I got violated by my doctor on Tuesday. e///e; I have a cist in my... Lady-Place. And I have to get a pelvic exam. They shoved something up there. oDo Not fun. DX Then they sliced open my arm to see if I have a bleeding disorder, which I do. D: I bleed more than the average person so yeah.
I may have to have surgery to get rid of the cist. Or maybe not. They aren't sure yet.
I've also been putting on a ton of weight lately... Because of the Birth Control and Thyroid issues. So I need to work out. :c I've been talking REALLY long walks around my dad's area. :/ But it's probably not enough.
I've also been feeling really... Ugly, lately. Like, I used to think I was ugly, but good-enough to take pictures at least. Not anymore. I can't get a decent picture of myself to save my life. I don't know. I just feel really ugly and fat.
Avenged Sevenfold is coming to town the DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. D: And I know I can't go. >< My friend Caitlin said I could go with her if I didn't already have someone to go with... But the thing is, I don't/won't have the money by then. DX FML. I'd KILL to see that concert.
Uhhhhh... My dad has a job, finally. One that he likes and that pays decently. It's a SafeDriver's thing. Y'know. Where Drunks can call and get a ride home if they're too intoxicated. xD SO THERE MIGHT BE HOPE FOR US GETTING OUT OF THIS HORRID HELL-HOLE I CALL HOME ONE DAY. :D
Anyway~ PLEASE freaking comment. Seriously. I kind of feel ignored when I post something new and no one even cares. :/
~Kyle. x33
OH YEAH. NEW ROLEPLAY WORLD. :P I KNOW I MAKE A LOT OF THEM... BUT I HOPE THIS ONE STAYS<3 Disenchanted.
EDIT:Joe and I are... Over. For now. I'm prolly going to be with a guy named Matt. I'm sick of waiting.
We both understand what needs to be done for the time being.
So yeah. So please don't talk down about him, or say he's a bad person. He only wants what's best for me.
I still love him. He still loves me.
So yeah. Matt.<3 c: