I can't do this anymore.
I can't freaking figure out life for you.
I can't make you happy.
I can give you advice.
THAT'S ALL I CAN DO FOR YOU.
I am not your magical "God" who's gonna solve life for you.
I AM A HUMAN BEING.
I am sick and tired of being dragged into your fucking drama.
KEEP IT THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME.
Either appreciate my advice, or LEAVE ME ALONE. Simple as that.
I can't freaking take it anymore.
Figure out your life on your own, I'm done with you.
I've had enough. It's MY turn to be happy.
LET ME BE HAPPY FOR A CHANGE.
Stop making me feel like dirt.
I know I'm worthless.
BUT STOP REMINDING ME OF IT EVERYTIME I TRY TO HELP YOU.
Like I said, I'm done.
You piss me off beyond belief.
You pretend to be nice to me in front of your friends. You two-faced bitch. You put on a facade in front of everyone and they believe it.
WELL I DON'T.
I know the truth now, and I know who you really are.
A mindless, selfish, horrid bitch who deserves to fucking burn in hell.
People like you make me sick.
You make humanity look bad. Worse than it is.
I can't stand you anymore.
Why can't you just die.
You know what! I'm not the worthless one here. You are! You are a fucking worthless little asshole! And you're not worth my time anymore.
So GTFO of my life.
I'm done with you, and I couldn't care less anymore.
Not a single fuck will be given about you.
No, this isn't about anyone on here, so don't worry.
I just seriously needed to get my feelings out.
Ah. xDD So sorry you guys for spamming your backroom a bit with the Disenchanted stuffs. xD Eli, PaperButterfly and I are sooooo into this roleplay. xD
Anywayyyyy. I'm in a writing mood, and I think I'm going to actually start a book. :3 A novel. :D
I've got one other story going on [AudreyXKyle] but that's on hold for now. :P So yeah. :3
It's going to be about Elves and such. :D And take place in the Renaissaunce. :D
I split my tongue a little yesterday... No joke. xD I was eating at Spangle's [Which you guys prolly don't know about, since it's a Kansas thing.] and I bit my tongue reallllly hard on accident. So it's split open, like in the middle and sort of to the left. :P It's creepy, 'cause I can see inside it. xDD Ew. But yeah, it hurts a lot.
Uhhh. On Tuesday, I had another Pelvic Ultrasound. If you've ever had one, you know how awkward it is. >< I should hear the results of it Monday. That's prolly when they're going to tell me how serious the cist is, and if I need surgery or not.
Oh yeah, and my Blood-Count is better. :D I don't think I ever mentioned this, but I'm Anemic. Meaning I don't have enough Iron in my blood. :P But that's going okay. :3
Oh yeah, and I was talking to Matt on the phone like two nights ago and it was funny 'cause it was the first time we ever talked on the phone.
-Matt: Good thing you can start a convo.
Matt: Because it would just be a total awkward silence.
-Matt: What bra size are you? Just wondering.
Me: Uhhh. DD, or around there.
Matt: ... Oh thank GOD.
Me: You know, you have a reallllly cute voice.
Matt: Except when I say something pervy.
Me: I don't care. You still do. :P
Matt: I'm horny.
Me: ... Oh.
xDD He's fun to talk to. ;3
I also bought two new shirts yesterday!~ :D One says "Go Ahead, POKE ME." With the Pillsbury Dough Boy on it, and the other is Black with Animal from the Muppets and the design glows in the dark! :D If you know me, I <3 Animal. :3 That's like mah THING. Along with Sarcastic T-shirts. xDD Like--
"I Used To Have A Handle On Life. But It Broke Off."
"REMAIN CALM. This Is Only A Drill." And it has a picture of a drill on it. xD
"I'm Just A Freakin' Ball Of Sunshine!"
Yeahhhh. <3 I love weird shirts. xD
Anywayyyy, I'm bored so there's your update.
Current Picture of meh!~
Though the Pink in mah hair is much brighter now, since I redid it while I was at mah Mom's. :P I also have some Green by my ears. xD It's kinda hard to see though, from the front.
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date.
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
~Shakespeare, Romeo And Juliet.
^ That. That is what I must memorize for English class and recite in front of people SIX different times.
And so far, I only have the first two lines down.
Oh, so we started reading Romeo and Juliet in Class... And now I can't stop speaking in Olde English. :c Seriously. After we read the first act, I went to my next class and seriously asked, "How art thou?"
But yeah. Life's pretty decent right now, except I was really depressed until I got home. I don't even know why though. ><
And I love my World History Class. xD I realllllly like studying the French Revolution right now. :D It makes me happy for some odd reason.
And I'm so excited for the Renaissaunce Faire. :3 Though I don't have my costume ready yet. I think my mom's going to take me shopping for it next week though. c:
Anyway, I have a ton of drawings to scan, so let's hope I can do that sometime. :D
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like. [Whisperrrrr. :D]
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the...
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