Stolen from Nikki. c:
You have watched at least 20 Disney movies.
You have watched at least 40 Disney movies. (I'm not entirely sure. o:)
You don’t eat dairy.
You work best at night time.
You take a selfie almost every day.
You laugh at the end of your sentences. (I laugh at everything)
You wink at people.
You hate being tickled.
You want to travel the world in a boat. (lol I'm a hydrophobe. Getting me on a boat is basically impossible.)
You want to travel the world in a hippie wagon. (yessssss)
Your hair is fluffy.
Your hair is sleak.
Your hair is an artificial colour. (just cut and dyed it purple last night~~)
You get takeout at least once per week. (I live so close to a McDonald's. -w-)
You dislike the general public.
You have been caught sleepwalking.
You sleep with a plushie. (not like an anime plushie though. just a few stuffed animals. cx)
You have eaten an entire block of cheese in one sitting. (don't judge me.)
You have eaten a red hot chilli pepper.
You draw hearts on top of your i’s.
You have watched an episode of My Little Pony. (I'm a brony lol)
You have a crush on someone who knows you. (my boyfriend lol)
You keep plants in your room.
You collect music CDs.
You take vitamin supplements.
You read mostly non-fiction.
You go on Tumblr every day without fail.
You have published a YouTube video.
You have a fandom blog.
You have eaten Pocky. (my mom won't buy it for me anymore. xD so I get my fix from my friends.)
You can play the cello.
You can play the harp.
You prefer vampires to zombies.
You prefer zombies to vampires.
You have been described as naive. (I'll admit to it.)
You have been described as suspicious.
You have had a stalker.
You liked going to school.
You have a pear-shaped body. (I have great hips but no ass. wtfffff.)
You have an apple-shaped body.
You have sensitive teeth.
You like your job.
You have a slow internet connection.
Your phone is not a touch phone.
You are the dominant one in the relationship. (LOLno)
You like watercolor painting.
You like playing the drums.
You are scared of loud noises. (I'm very easily startled. -w- thus, my phobia of balloons popping.)
You eat food in your bed.
You are shy but not quiet. (I talk softly most of the time. But I do talk a lot. I talk too much, even.)
You are quiet but not shy.
You plan a lot of parties.
You have an alter ego.
You are good with money.
You are afraid of intimacy.
You normally have dinner after 8pm.
You normally wear high heels.
You have been grounded more than once. (I'm not a bad kid, I just slip up a lot. xD everything I've been grounded for has never been my intention. It's usually for my grades being too low or something.)
You have never seen Shrek.
You have won a trophy.
Your favorite ice cream flavour is mint.
Your favorite ice cream flavour is vanilla.
Your favorite ice cream flavour is strawberry.
You are good at sports.
You have a skin care routine.
You are a D-cup or larger.
You have long legs and arms. (not sure about my arms, but my legs are pretty long.)
You add ketchup to everything.
You have an anime figurine.
You have danced and not cared who saw it.
You want to go into outer space.
You want to rule the world.
You constantly hurt somewhere. (at least the places where I hurt vary. owo)
You are scared of mice.
You are scared of horses. (I like to admire them from afar.)
You are scared of butterflies. (I love butterflies a lot! But I don't like them near me. >.<)
You have one or more moles on your face. (not on my face lol)
You are good with children. (which is weird because I hate them.)
You have learning difficulties.
You drink at least 7 pints of water per day.
You want to be a singer in a band.
You have bought a frame for a special picture.
Your favorite Disney Princess isn’t Belle, Ariel or Rapunzel. (Jasmine, or Mulan, or Merida. c:)
You prefer to watch than participate.
You have dark skin.
You have dated 5 or more people.
You have been told you are a cool person.
You have been told you are a scary person. (people don't really understand how I am. I do everything a little strange.)
You are doing this post because you are bored. (kind of. I'm on a hour-long car ride to go see Jason. <3)
Here's my new look ~
Incase you were wondering.
-Name: Kyle cx
-Age: 17, 18 in a few months.
-Gender: Femboy/androgynous boy.
-Sexuality: To be technical, I'm demiromantic and pansexual with a strong preference towards men. Basically, I'm gay and I won't date someone unless I have an emotional connection with them first.
-Relationship Status: I've been with my boyfriend Jason for a year and eight months as of today. <3
-TV Shows: Game of Thrones, RuPaul's Drag Race, Friends, What Not To Wear, Say Yes to the Dress, Adventure Time, American Dad
-Movies: Rocky Horror Picture Show, Grease, Moulin Rouge, Les Miserables, Frozen, Mulan, Wreck It Ralph, Corpse Bride. I really like musicals LOL as you can tell.
-Music: Literally I like a bit of everything except country. My all time favorite band is 30 Seconds To Mars.
-Celebrities: Jared Leto *~* Jeffree Star. Why are they the only two I can think of. o_O
-Books: The Fallen series, Beautiful Children, I Am Jay, Stolen, Evernight.
-Video Games: Devil May Cry, God of War, Prince of Persia, Growlanser, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Sims
-Colors: purple and turquoise c:
-Food: Oreo cheesecake. :Q
-Drink: I don't drink cola drinks. I like fruity soda, hot tea, peace tea, and coffee.
-Height: 5'7. o.e too tall for my liking.
-Weight: I don't even know man. Like 250ish I think.
-Body Type: Tall and curvy. Ugh.
-Skin: Slightly paler than average with pink undertones.
-Hair: Naturally ginger, but I dye my hair often. Right now, it's a light orangey blond.
-Eyes: Light grey-olive. Sometimes they look yellow/gold.
-Piercings: Just my ears... for now.
-Tattoos: none yet.
-Clothing Style: jfc I have so many styles. It changes on my mood. Mostly it's all femboy-oriented though, and stays in the "alternative" category. I go from goth to shy nerd, etc.
Personality?: Shy as hell, quiet, flamboyant, I have social anxiety. owo When I'm comfortable with someone, I talk a lot. I like to think I'm polite. I try to be as sweet and nice to everyone as much as possible. I'm really clumsy and obedient. o.e I'm easily flustered and I don't hide my emotions hardly ever. I'm pretty naive and a little slow. I'm always making really lame jokes.
-Feminism: I'm a feminist.
-Recreational Drug Use: Nope. I'm straight edge. I don't care if other people smoke and such as long as they keep it away from me.
-Equal Marriage Rights: Definitely.
Hobbies?: acting, writing, reading, drawing, makeup, designing costumes, going to renfaires, making crafts.
So yeh. owo if you'd like to know anything more just ask.
Spring break!!! Finally! I've been pretty on edge at school lately. It's been a long week.
On Monday, my mom and I had a huge argument about my graduation ceremony. Because I don't want to go to it, but everyone else in the world wants me to go. I don't want to go because I'd rather not have my birth name announced in front of everyone while wearing the color that's meant for girls. But I'm being forced to go. So I'm really worried and panicky about that, but I have a month or two to try and come to terms with it. -siiiiiiiiiiiiigh-
Monday night, I got really sick. I think it was a horrible combination of school food and anxiety. I woke up at like 2am and I felt nauseous but I was in denial of throwing up. XD I thought I'd be alright if I went back to sleep. Nope. I woke up 15 minutes later and ran to the bathroom. I was basically violently throwing up all night and day so needless to say, I didn't go to school on Tuesday.
Wednesday I went to school and had a decent day. c: same with Thursday.
Today was the official start of spring break. -forever freaking out because senior project is due next month OH MY GOD- I need to get so much stuff together. >.<
This is the first spring break that I have quite a few plans. I'm babysitting tomorrow night for Tina again. I babysat for her a few hours last night as well. So currently I have $40 :D and after tomorrow night I'll have $60. I don't usually get money so I'm pretty excited.
Then I'm just gonna hang out with Tina for a few hours on Sunday before I leave.
Somewhere between Sunday and Thursday I'm supposed to see my dad to spend some time together and "talk". I'm a little frightened by that. Because my dad knows about my being trans, he watches my deviantArt, and has seen my facebook. But it isn't like he hates me, because we've been talking just fine. I hope that, if it is about my gender, that he's supportive/accepting. That would make my life so much easier.
I'm pretty excited for Thursday. I get to spend the night with Emka, who I haven't seen since like September. She's probably the only friend from middle school I'm still best friend-status with. We don't talk much, but when we do, it's so fun. She's practically the female version of my boyfriend and I think of her as my daughter lol. cx
and sometime I'm supposed to hang out with Carli and Leila and my whole little school group of friends. c:
Then the following weekend, I'm hoping to see Jason. I miss him so much. ;-;
Oh, and yesterday I recieved two awards. My school has these awards that teachers can reward to students for showing different characteristics of a great human being. I had never got any ever until yesterday. One from my special art production and Academy/Seminar teacher, and the other from my theatre teacher. x3 they both said some really nice things about me. So it's really great.
Today I've been working on a lot of artwork which I'm gonna upload here tonight. It's been fun. c:
I want to write but I just can't figure out a good start to my story. x.x so I've been doing a writing challenge thing. I'll probably post it as well.
So yeh, there's life. owo
I take a lot of selfies I know. LOL but it's my way of feeling confident. -w-
Sorry I haven't been so active here. Been focused on school and senior project.
Anyway. I've been feeling better physically, but I still need to see a doctor. I definitely can't deal with that pain every month. But I'm alright for now.
Life has been pretty good lately. Nothing to really complain about. Looking for jobs and such. For now, I'm an occasional babysitter. I'm actually going to babysit tonight. It's just one night this time (I think) so I'll have $20. I need it for senior project. >.<
My classes have been... ugh. Today wasn't the greatest day. I've had three group projects all due for presentation today. One was my scene with Dezi for theatre. We didnt do badly, considering we hadn't practiced much. But I've been feeling pretty anxious all day.
It's because I was in my office assistant block this morning. I tried to deliver some passes, but the people were absent. So I had to return them to the counseling office. When I got there, one of the counselors asked me if it was painful for me to be a proctor, considering how shy I am. I told her that it kind of wracked my nerves a little but I could deal. And she told me that if I needed to, she would write me a transfer to be a library aide. The librarian makes me feel uncomfortable (I came out to her as trans, and she completely rejected the idea) but I am thinking about it. I just have to decide which is worse: being misgendered purposely, or talking to people.
Anyway, I've been having the symptoms of an anxiety attack all day since that discussion. While we were talking, the moment she said the word anxiety, I felt my face get hot and the tears start to form. All day, I've been more jumpy than usual and my heart's been racing. I've also had a pretty bad headache, an feeling nauseous, and hot flashes. I think it was because all this time, I thought I came across as confident, or at least okay with myself and others. You know, "fake it until you make it" but my friends, when I told them, informed me that you can tell I have anxiety from the minute you look at me. .///.
idk, I think I'll be alright once I get distracted into something else.
I still haven't been able to go see Jason lately. :c the last time I saw him was the beginning of January. I hope I can see him next weekend. I miss him, and I crave his touch and presence. He's been an absolutely sweetie as usual. <3
I've been really into bellydancing again, lately. I plan to start practicing regularly and eating right as well. I will achieve a dancer's body, dammit.
I found my inspiration. If you're interested, you should look up DraconisDances on youtube. He is a beautiful bellydancer and my new idol.
I wrote the outline to a new story, from beginning to end not too long ago. I'm excited because I never finish stories. xD
I've been trying to be more social and make friends. But it's not really happening. xD I did talk to someone new yesterday, on facebook. Not sure if he goes to my school anymore, but he's this cute little junior, still kind of in his scene phase lol. But we talked about drag queens and it was nice to meet someone else who watches RuPaul's Drag Race. o:
So I'm open to anyone talking to me here, as well. I'd love to chat with anyone reading this. c: just message or comment.
Anyway, I need to go shower and get ready for babysitting tonight. But as I said, I will be available.
Have a lovely day, everyone. <3
I put effort into how I looked this week, so have some selfies. cx