I had an awful day yesterday and I just feel like complaining. XD
So it started off pretty good. I had Drama class with my friends and all we did in there was play improv games because everyone in that class doesn't need to take the final. WHOO. lol there's only like 8 people in there.
cx Anyway. So then I went to my Seminar class, and that was okay too, just talked to my friend Lyn. Then Drawing and Painting came and my teacher gave me all my artwork back from the year. So I had to carry these huge projects with me everywhere. -___-
And then lunch went alright, hung out with my friends Cassidy, Haley and Carli. Like usual.
Then, during Baking&Pastry, I got called to the office. Which I was hoping for, so I could talk to someone about getting my schedule changed for next semester. And the lady I talked to was really RUDE about it. She asked why I wanted it changed, and I told her it was because I'm doing poorly in Photography class and I'm trying my hardest. I was hoping I could get switched to a different class-- like a credit that I need to make up. And she was just like, "NO. NO. NO." And for whatever reason, that made me cry in front of the bitch. >.<
But then I guess she felt bad so we talked it out and I'm going to try to switch to some Illustration class. But I'll have to take extended school during January to make up for my missing US History 1 credit, AND my Algebra 2 credit (if I don't manage to bring my grade up)
Then I got to my next class and I was okay. I kept dropping all my stupid projects everywhere and embarrassing myself. School let out and on my way out, I dropped my stuff... twice. Then right after I picked them up, I dropped my phone. -__- I was just so DONE with my stuff XD So I threw my bag down the hallway and just like shouted, "I AM DONE!"
OH, and then I got home. e_e So I found something to eat and watched TV for a while, then went to put my phone on the charger and take a shower. WELL, my charger didn't wanna work, so I had to BEG my stepdad for a new one. :x
But the thing that happened that REALLY set me off?
My chest binder, which was given to me back in... October? by a friend, for free, BROKE. I came back into my room from my shower and I saw it lying on my bed, with the shoulder strap ripped... I was so upset.
My breasts make me so insecure, as a Transguy and my binder helps me to conceal and flatten them. But it was ripped. :( And I can get through a day with ALL that shit before, but this was just too much. So I just called my boyfriend and vented and cried and he made me feel better.
I think it could be an easy fix if I get my friend to sew it back together or maybe I'll just take the straps off of it entirely. I don't know. All I know is that I really, really, really need it fixed...
Anyway, I feel better now but the chest binder thing is still really upsetting me.
I'll be okay.
I fucking love the MineCraft nerds in the library in the morning. XDD
Don't mind the title. :L Just posted a line of lyrics lolol.
though i do want my boyfriend all to myself quite a bit right now...
Anyway, I'm partially listening to the MineCraft nerds in the library. XD They are way too funny for this morning. They get all excited over stuff and angry with the other players in here and it's just so great. Although my friends tend to piss them off by crashing their computers. Ah, raging nerds are pretty hilarious.
But anywho, I'm pretty tired right now. ;A; I haven't gotten much sleep in about a month... and I think I might be coming down with something. I've been feeling sore and weak and waves of nausea come over me a lot. Although the nausea could just be from my anxiety problems. ._. It happens.
Speaking of my anxiety problems, I think I'm getting a little better. I rid myself of one of my main triggers to it-- Ashley. Yeah, that's right. We were best friends, but she basically got tired of my shit and told me we weren't friends anymore. But that happened at the beginning of last month. I've been absolutely PERFECT without her. And honestly, I hate her. I don't know why I was ever her friend. Because she wasn't a friend to me. She controlled my mind and who I hung out with everything. She was also a hypocrite. But you know, I have a mind of my own, and I'm way happier now. I'm better off without her. :3
Plus, my boyfriend is my new bestfriend. XD And he's way better of a bestie than Ashley ever was. He actually is there for me, and makes me feel like I'm good enough. He has faith in me when no one else does. He's just... perfect. *-*
GOD, I'm cheezy XD
Shut up okay. I'm really smitten by him. >.< Yeah, Kyle has finally fallen in love with a guy who isn't a cunt. WHO WOULDA THUNK IT.
Anyway, I gotta go. :P Bai-bai.
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Seriously, I am way too fucking tired to even be at school right now. ._. I almost fell asleep at the computer a moment ago. XD
But anyway, you guys should message me more often. Not being an attention whorewait i lied yes i ambut I get really bored on the computer in the mornings. cx So yeah, message me or something. I can't reply to comments on the school computer ;-;
Yeah, that's all I wanted to say. :P