I guess I don't know exactly what I'm trying to say in the title. After drama with Brandon and Kaylee, I am really starting to question people more and be numb to them and their feelings. My current boyfriend, Mason. He's...really emotional, I guess you could say. Er. Dramatic would be a better word. It feels like he mopes about everything and it's rather annoying. I just rub it off because I can't be picky too soon lol. I really just want a simple relationship. And I don't mean I think there will ever be a perfect relationship, it seems like every guy I end up with has a lot of baggage or something wrong with them. Brandon for instance, he mostly played out his life to be ten times worse than it is, he just had a kid with someone he apparently didn't or doesn't love while trying to be with me. With Mason, he has a really crappy home life, but I feel like he doesn't make the best out of it. I'm not good with pity. And lately, it feels like I am more and more numb to how he feels. He will sit there all sad and I will just go on with my normal day, because I feel like he mopes around to make me feel sorry for him or for me to coddle him, and I am NOT the one to be coddling people. His behavior is making things complicated, but like I said, too soon to tell. With Kaylee, she doesn't do that but all her little tiny problems she comes up with, makes them out to be 10 times worse than they are. "OH we're poor but it's okay my mom can drop a whole bunch of money on me and my sister because she uses our social security money on bills" Last time I checked, you're not living in a trailer park, in a trailer that's falling apart. Last time I checked, your family isn't living paycheck to paycheck because you still have the "wants", you meet bare minimum plus there's extra cash and you're not months away from living on the streets! I get really sick of people complaining they are poor because they can't do this or get that. So many people do it. I know for a fact I'm poor, no I'm not starving and we aren't living paycheck to paycheck either, but times get hard and we have struggled a LOT in the past, and no one sees me complaining about it ever. I just feel like as each year passes I feel less and less compassionate towards people. And now I'm about to pass out because I'm exhausted. lol.