Therapy for the broken
You know it's hard but theres always a way..
- Created By Blood Moon Wolf
Waking the Demon
Listening to: Waking the Demon by Bullet For my Valentine.
time: 6:22 PM
Mood: Upsettish.
Ugh, so much has happened, Its not funny.
I had to help the guy out by making smoke and his paper was basically far away and I had to lean up against him to color the smoke and help him with it. And I let myself spice up his drawing with a large large flame.
My friend was laughing at me for being so close to him but I couldnt help that and plus I was falling out of my chair so I was basically smushed up against him. *shivers*
He was warm though, A plus because I was freezing! I had left my Jacket at home because I was going to brave the school without it. Tomarrow Im wearing my kickass jacket. My black one, Its so Pretty! ^w^
Too bad its not for what I orginally bought it for D:
Also I had to do Math Homework! Sucks! xDD
Lul, but it was okay, I got most of it done in class, Ugh I dont know what to say.
Other than Im watching my friends.
Because my friend has a crush on this guy but shes with my boyfriends best friend, and it makes me upset that she actually is thinking about that relationship..
Im tired of sheltering her from Austin (her little crush) and he called her fat, Im secretly all what the hell..
Anyways thats the news for today. Toodles!
Its a Nightmare within a Nightmare.
Today has been hell and back for me.
I had my hand basically almost forced down someones pants, which I quickly hate, I pulled my hand away imediately saying No, he settled for it being out of his pants and everytime I pulled away he'd keep my hand there, and I blushed bright red, I dont like that, I hated it, it made me feel like I was going to cry.
It was third period and i almost started crying in fourth, which I was shaking and refused to touch my left hand or use it because thats the hand he used. I was so upset with him and about it.
I wanted to scream at the world, for making this all so hard on me, giving me horrible twists.
I hate that, i hate that he likes me, I liked him back in 5th and 6th and 7th, Now im pretty much over him but he throws himself at me. Says Im beautiful.
Im not beautiful, Im the oddest and most un-attractive person I've seen EVER!
He made me laugh when I was about to cry but he ruined it soon after my massaging my ass and trying to get into my pants, which he actually streched them out and sticked his finger into the side of them and I grabbed his hand and threw it out of my pants saying: no..
He continued at it and I hate that he continued, its not something I want. I want CJ, I wanted CJ so bad, I wanted to break down crying wishing he was there, Im just a stupid teenager, that wants her boyfriend when things get horrible.
I want CJ so bad, i want to tell him what happened but Im so scared hes going to think I wanted it and break up with me. Does anything really go right?
Or is it all wrong??
Blaggg; Thingy
I Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.
◦When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
◦When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go
◦When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
◦When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
◦When she ignores you
Give her your attention
◦When she pulls away
Pull her back
◦When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
◦When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
◦When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
◦When she's scared
Protect her
◦When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
◦When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
◦When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
◦When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
◦When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
◦When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
◦When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
◦When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
◦When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does
◦When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
◦When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"
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Decided I wanted to post it XD
My Best Friend Amber and Her boyfriend who happens to be my boyfriends best friend
when I saw this I started crying and smiling, They're adorable together! X3
SO Adorable..
Im happy they met eachother through me.. Thank Katelin for the party, Thank me for crying and passing around the phone thank you Fishy..
Amber & Brandon
