Therapy for the broken
You know it's hard but theres always a way..
- Created By Blood Moon Wolf
Grrr..
Ugh Stupid People. Cant read a god damn comment on Gaia, I mean Really? Hello I commented his page Saying He quit. >.>
Grr! Sierra that damn girl she liked CJ a long time ago, Was my friend and she forgot my name and I still remember how the hell!
Grr! I want to kick her so bad.
I got Zoe and Brooke's stuff for me, I love it you guys!
Well Im getting Off..
Probably.
Wishing CJ would call.
Might do something different Tomarrow. :]
When We're closer..
Mood; Missing Him. ha, its a mood.
Time: 6:13 PM
Its easy to say I am Jealous of my best friend and my sister, Im jealous of my Best friend of Kindergarten,My kindergarten friend She and her boyfriend have seen eachother, And! They do things Im too afraid to ask CJ about. I told him that yesterday and yeah I dont know what we're going to do.
I want to be outgoing in this but I just can not do that, I wish to tell him all my secrets but I never have one to tell.
Well I miss him.. I have been.. And lately its torture in school just dealing with it because my friend starts imitating me saying "Hmmmmm... CJ..." In a moan and that sounds like something I did when I was asleep since I talk in my sleep. I moaned CJ's name in my sleep.. Guilty of it.. Its not my fault though.. I was alseep, I wanted CJ probably had a perverted dream.
I have been writting Romance stories about CJ and me through out the months. And each one I tell him without a single fear of judgement because they all speak our dreams and wants.
Its amazing how much CJ and I are alike yet so different..
And my cat has become someone elses. What the fuck..
The reason we got her was for me. GOD DAMN IT!
Well I'm hoping CJ calls soon.
I miss him alot..
I hate her..
Listening to: Angel Of Darkness by HolyHell
Mood: Angry and wanting to hurt and judge
Time: 3:51 PM
I hate her I honestly do, Vanessa is a bitch.. A horrible cruel one!
She got rid of Justin by tattling on him for taking his lighter out at school and setting Tito (Cody's) Hair on Fire. Really wtf?
Tito was cool with it and She tattled.
I wanted to take Justin's jacket tomarrow and wear it but Nooo.
And she was saying hes bad.
Dude hes not bad hes just different. And very Misunderstood, I have been friends with him since 5th grade.. back around the time he had a rat tail haircut. It was funny to me but he was very jumpy and well yeah he was just like anyone else all happy. hes still happy just not a regular happy i guess..
I love him as a friend, So much love in that friend too..
Hes a excellent friend of mine.. but he loves me more than a friend so I have to remember that fact.. But he protects me alot and he doesnt do anything really that bad.
....... I really like him as a friend and hes not that bad and I hate people who judge by that..
And Vanessa needs to get a life and stop trying to steal other's boyfriends.
CASE CLOSED!.
Oh and Me and CJ had alot of talking last night. Which I loved.. Hes amazing absolutely amazing. I love him so much.
Hes the most amazing person ever in my eyes. Mm yush.
And we had personal talking. And yeah I told him stuff. <3 <3 <3
I love him alot! 8D
I want to Cry a River and Drown
People know about the sexual assult and think Im the one who did it to the guy..
HE FORCED ME! NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!
I want to sob myself a river and drown in it.
I hate my life.
Just when I was happy everything went to shit.
Fuck me sideways.
Fuck you Bryan. Fuck you to hell and back. I will forever haunt your soul when I die.
You will be the death of yourself.
This girl is harassing me...
So badly.
I want to go back to cutting.
I want to go back to being the shy emo girl who no-one knew.
I want it all to go away.
My grandma's death is coming up the day she died.
And this happens.. Why the hell do you hate me God?
Am I that much of a sinner you want my life to be a personal hell?
Thanks. I love you too.
Down with the sick
Ugh I'm sick and I have a feeling I won't get my homework down and done but I'm in bed with my cat gemini lol now bed byes
