Therapy for the broken

You know it's hard but theres always a way..

The Darkness is dimming on me..

Listening to: Mama by MCR
Mood: Upset
Time: 4:18 PM

Oh Joy!

My bitchy friend hates me, And I want to laugh saying Bitch Its good you hate me now lets Dance! Till hell rises up to the earth!

Haha, But my Little sister ran off to the Reading Teacher because she didnt want to see me or the friend.. *sighs* Im a horrible person for that.

Ugh... Well Im gonna talk to Justin!

Toodles!

My Dream for a Future;

My Dreams for my Future

Well first I want badly to go to New York for at least a few weeks to see what its like, I have a fasination for New York I have no idea why.

As for home wants it would be a 2 or 3 story home any color really, a large large yard, Out in the country, a sunroom, a window seat, a swing set tied up in one of the trees, a green house (For my sudden love of Flowers.. >.>) a room set up for our wolf dogs and enough room for them to roam in the home, Since we intend to have 3 wolf dogs.. The yard I would want a large willow tree (My mum gave me the love of Willows) and maybe a small little pond somewhere around the house.

Yeah x3

Thats all yeah hehe

IM THE QUEEN OF ZOMBIES BISH!

Mood: Hyper but Sick
Listening to: King of the World by Porcelain and the tramps (Favorite song for a while)
Time: 2:36 PM

Hehe.. I get to be sung to again by CJ.
Hes sung 2 songs, One with me because I begged and the other to keep me as his. which would have been amazing if I could have heard him sing it because the signal and yeah. He didnt feel well singing at all.

So yeah he made a deal that he'd sing if I went to bed. I will keep him to that. he will sing. And it wont be 20 years later either >:]

Bwahahaha, Anyways yesterday was incrediably fun at Kelsie's, We took piccys alot. Shes better at Photography.. Which sort of makes me envious. My kitty is up in my lap. Shes purring, But thats beside the point neeeh!

Wells we went to Tim Horton's with Kelsie's daddy Kevin, And we got food and milk and ect there. Ugh Milk tastes NASTY! Ugh. Well I got a Bagel B.E.L.T. I didnt eat the tomato. Kelsie ate most of my Egg. So it was tecnically a Bagel BL. lul. 8B

Yeah so we went to Church, I didnt much like going and I wanted to leave immediately after we were dropped off. Ech. I didnt like being in the Sancturary.

And it was worse being in a tiny room with this little 5th grade brat. Ugh

She gave me a horrible headache.

I dont think Im going to church when shes there..

Nya!

Nyaa!

I love my friends.

Today I was a Zombie for the Homecoming thing. I actually looked dead! Cause I got alot of stares and comments about it. 30 Minutes of make-up time to get it just perfect. And it looked Lovely!

I cant believe how amazing I can do makeup. As long as its mine but thats just me. I can do alot of things that look artsy. which is amazing, I got it from my daddy. =D

I think I could actually do a tiger array of Make-up.

:]

God damn I dont eat Quick;;

CJ's asleep and I said I would go to bed as soon as I was done eating. AND IM EATING A SALAD?!

how am I not finished?

HA

Ha! This girl Sierra who liked CJ hated me still hates me and talking shit oh i love people so. Stupid girl couldn't read that he quit Gaia dumbass girl!