Therapy for the broken

You know it's hard but theres always a way..

Shattered into Nothing

Mood: Slightly hopeful and missing Puppy (CJ)
Time: 5:32 PM
Listening to: Shattered by Trading Yesterday/Age of Information

Hello~

I'm updating this since I havent updated this forever.
Puppy got me a Valentines Day Frog with a little lip stick Mark on its cheek, its adorable and I got it yesterday. Its a cute Frog, I named him Georgey to mess with Puppy... I sent him his stuff but idiotically forgot to mark out the prices in sharpie.. Dear god.. But I had told him the prices before so it doesnt matter. And I could go to wal-mart to find out the price of the Frog.

But I love the Frog, Hes hard to sleep with though, Half the size of me pretty much when Im curled up! But I love it. Even if it smells like Smoke. It smells like smoke because his mom smokes but thats beside the point. Its a comfort thing I guess? I like it so much!~

But I'm trying to get my dad and Puppy to talk. Which should be intresting, Sadly I dont think they will...

And Puppy's stuff should be there Thursday.

Dear god it better be.

And I hope they can read my scribble... @~@

Byes~

Love,

Bloody

I dont need you...

Mood: Very upset
Listening to: Dream by Priscilla Ahn
Time: 9:06 AM

Hey you guys,
Its not being going so well for my whole life.
I cant wait till I actually move, I'm taking my cat Raven and bolting out everyone in the world. Hell, I'd live in Wellston with my other grandma as well as my Dog and Raven..
Im tired of being accused for shit I didnt do, I didnt know I had lunch charges and it just so happens most of my fingerscans are messed up and they might have put me in twice, I pay my charges after I have them! I'm not stupid, it adds up and we owe a debt. But you wouldnt give a fuck would you?
I offered to pay them with my money and I was turned down. I dont give a fuck about you anymore, you need to stop acting like your fucking GOD and we're your fucking demons. To us you make life a hell.. You just are too stuck up to admit your wrong and you cant control yourself by making someone feel bad to make yourself feel good..
I dont like how Im treated..
I just want to move.. I dont care where...

A handful of moments I wish I could change..

Mood: Close to going into a solitude..
Listening to: Therapy by All Time Low
Time: 5:58 PM

Hello,
I realize I changed this whole thing up to a bit horrible? But I like the whole thing right now.

Updates on myself:

* I am trying to get in the graces of GOD. Yes you heard me, God.. Scary isnt it?
* I am trying to get past my depression
* I'm trying to stop cutting myself... I dont want to still be cutting when I have my babies..
* I havent been very educated in math...

So...

So I might have to get up really early to call my boyfriend.. So that we can actually talk...
And He lost my phone.. Seriously I sent him a really old phone of mine. Yeah yeah. I got rid of it in exchange for his. And he Lost it. And it has pictures of moi on it. Which I do like buuut I didnt want anyone staring at my pictures.
EEK!
Also I might be in Math Tutoring.. Morning and Afternoon probably..
Im not a morning person but whatever..

Ugh...
Stress Stress!

Love,

Your stressed Wolfie Bloody

Rule 1.. DO NOT....

Listening to: Distant and Faded by Jamestown Story
Time: 2:01 PM
Mood: Pissed off.
Time start: 2:35 PM

I hate people. I quit drawing. Some fucker bitched about my art so Im just quiting.
On a happier note:
I have left 4 dead. ^w^'
CJ and I are doing good.
Cute Note:
CJ's little cousin likes me. I thought it was adorable. I love the kid buuut hes my buddy only x33
Upset note:
I and my Mother have been getting into fights more. Oh whatever.
Smart ass, Lol. Gee Mom nice come backs.

Now.

Byee