Hey how are you doing? I'm okay, just my life has been up and down. For almost all of February,and some of this month, I've been plagued with bouts of random depression that leave me feeling hopeless. But for the last few days they've been becoming more and more scattered, which is good. I'm doing well in all my classes and the weather's warm for once. Its hard to believe that last year I was that sheltered girl who thought she'd seen all of life and still wanted more. Boy, has that changed. Ever since I started high school, its been a whirlwind of emotions,expierences,laughs,tears,ups,downs and self-discovery. Now I only have about two more full months of my freshman year and the time between now and college is looking sickeningly short. But I know I can't worry about it to much just now because I have other things to get through before I start to worry.Yeah in case you couldn't tell I'm in one of my bouts of depressiong right now. I mean I just feel like theres no point.No point in my even exsisting. I know its horrible for me to say that but its true. My random thought for today is: I don't know why I'm not content, I just want a little more than I already have.

Life: 03/07/09 | Posted By: dancegirl22394 | 0 comments