This is a site about my life, how boring it is and how wonderful I wish it could be. This is also a site about writing, for sometimes I think that writing is the only thing that keeps me alive.

LIfe is up, life is down.

Hey how are you doing? I'm okay, just my life has been up and down. For almost all of February,and some of this month, I've been plagued with bouts of random depression that leave me feeling hopeless. But for the last few days they've been becoming more and more scattered, which is good. I'm doing well in all my classes and the weather's warm for once. Its hard to believe that last year I was that sheltered girl who thought she'd seen all of life and still wanted more. Boy, has that changed. Ever since I started high school, its been a whirlwind of emotions,expierences,laughs,tears,ups,downs and self-discovery. Now I only have about two more full months of my freshman year and the time between now and college is looking sickeningly short. But I know I can't worry about it to much just now because I have other things to get through before I start to worry.Yeah in case you couldn't tell I'm in one of my bouts of depressiong right now. I mean I just feel like theres no point.No point in my even exsisting. I know its horrible for me to say that but its true. My random thought for today is: I don't know why I'm not content, I just want a little more than I already have.

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dang it authornation isn't working today and I've become addicted to it and its not working!!!!! I'm gonna go insane if I don't get on there!

Hey hello

Hola peoples whats up?
Not much right here, go to myO for all the latest updates and I promise to update on here more.

Hope for a new year

Hey sorry I haven't been posting on theO, but visit myO for all the latest updates in between my this post and my last post. Well soon it will be a new year. My resolutions:
1. Make it through the ninth grade
2.Practice my guitar
3.Work on DOSE really hard (hopefully from page 66 to 120 since this year I went from page 16 to 66)
4. Work on not complaining so much. Honestly, I feel like all I do to my friends is complain about other people or everything not going the way I want it to. I'm determined to work on that.
5. It was one of my resolitions last year to get my first kiss. That didn't go over so well. I hope that with 2009 I get my first kiss.
6. I'm gonna try to post on here more and more often. I get so caught up because I have like five blogs and can't really post reguarly.
Love you all and Have a rockin New Year

Hey

Hey sorry I haven't been posting on here that much, I've been posting a lot more faithfully on myO out of habit, so if you wanna know whats going on, go there and read my posts!!!