uh, rant I guess?

Hey all, just got back from Portcon a few days ago ans I think I'm finally out of my Pocky coma. I love that convention, it's super fun!
Now, onto (sort of) other things.....

That Soul Eater piccie I posted yesterday I actually entered into the Portcon art contest because my mom forced me to. I hate entering contests because when I don't win or see that people like my work, my self esteem and artistic pride get pile drived into the ground. That's what I hate about art, it's all based on others' personal preferences. So needless to say I did not win or even get so much as an honorable mention. So now my self esteem and will to pick up my pencil and sketchbook are sitting at the bottom of a 6 foot deep mental crater right now. I NEED CONSOLING!!!!

~Lumi TT^TT

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