Hello! I'm sorry for not being here for so long, life has been really crazy for a while. My mom got sick (gaul stones and a gaul blatter infection), I had a bunch of big tests for school (I'm sure that I did pretty good on them) and I got my hair cut (it looks like emo boy hair).

I just got done watching a video of my FTM idol. He's been on testosterone for a year and recently had chest surgery. The more I see how well his transformation has been going the more I feel like thats what I want. For a while I wasn't thinking about it much so I thought that I didn't want it anymore, now I'm sure that I want it. I'm kinda mad at myself because I don't know how to go about starting this. If you have any coments or suggestions then please speak your mind.