Hello, i'm Alex. I am a girl but I want to become male or (Transgender male[FTM]) there are a few things that I would like to make clear now:
1. I still like boys!
2. I am serious about this!
3. I have not gone through any medical treatment yet!
4. I still identify as a girl in real life!
Now that you know this, I will start adding a post maybe every week about me and my life. I STILL DON'T KNOW TOO MUCH ABOUT THIS STUFF!!! If you have any questions or anything you would like to say please send me a message ^.^


I've had my permit for about half a year now, but i've just started really practicing! I'm just driving around a big parking lot at a church for now, but I wanna have my full liscense (spelling?) by summer. I've been doing pretty good so far, but i've attacked a little side walk area (curb?) 1 1/2 times while parking... the second just had one wheel on it so I count it as a half attack... I get to go tomorrow with my dad... I might have to drive his truck (stick shift)!!! DX I can't shift yet...

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday, Skrillex!!! 1/15/88, 24 years old!!!

Mistake??? Maybe...

I sent John a text that was "ment for another friend", but I sent it to see what his reply would be... I don't know what he'll say or how he'll react...

The text said "I wonder if he likes me... if he did ask me out I wouldn't say no, but i'd prolly say that we should have a friend period where we just hung out at each other's houses and went out places together to get to know each other better... Pretty much dating but not quite..."


I got my present from John!!! Its an 8-bit Mario button set! It's so cute!!! XD

The boxes that they came in can be flipped around to make different picures. :3

Yaoi Manga

1st. I was thinking about a yaoi manga this morning where a shop mannequin came to life. I couldn't remember the name of it, and didn't want to bother looking for it.

2nd. I ordered some manga from Barnes and Noble and it came in today (WEEE!! ^o^) I got Blue Exorcist ,volumes 3 & 4, and Private Teacher (YAOI).

3rd. I finished reading Private Teacher and I wanted to read more. So I went to Mangarush.com (pretty good for yaoi manga) and looked up the title. They didn't have it, so looked at the other manga with similar titles just cause I was bored. So... Guess what manga I found?!?!?! Private Prince!!! Its the manga I was thinking about!!! >o<

Sometimes I'm just amazed at how small, yet big, this world really is...

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