Hello, i'm Alex. I am a girl but I want to become male or (Transgender male[FTM]) there are a few things that I would like to make clear now:
1. I still like boys!
2. I am serious about this!
3. I have not gone through any medical treatment yet!
4. I still identify as a girl in real life!
Now that you know this, I will start adding a post maybe every week about me and my life. I STILL DON'T KNOW TOO MUCH ABOUT THIS STUFF!!! If you have any questions or anything you would like to say please send me a message ^.^


I'm an Otakuite+, but when/how do you become an Otakuite++? I want to make a challange. :3

Light X L

I really like the Light X L pairing, but I find it kinda hard to see. From what I can tell from the manga and anime, both Light and L seem that they would both be an agressive Seme. Depending on who is being portrayed as the uke and whos the seme, I don't think that Light would be the uke because of his superiority complex, and I can't see L as the uke because hes too agressive and doesn't like to lose.

Meh... :(

Sometimes I just wanna crawl into a hole... John's been flirting with me... My haircut makes me SO self-concious...

Monday, John put his head on my desk and I couldn't help but play with his hair. A few mins later he put his head on my desk again, and I was playing with his hair, when one of our class mates came in the room and started playing with John's hair the same way I was. John got up and was like "Was that Austin (class mate)?" And I said "Yeah". And he said that it felt wierd cause it wasn't me! O.O

So I got my hair cut, but its so short, I feel like I look butch... I really feel insicure now... :(

Update 3/24/12

Sorry for not updating lately. There isn't really anything new...

I told John that I liked him,but he said that he didn't want a realtionship. I didn't really feel heart broken, but I haven't given up yet. :3

I'm going to get my hair cut soon! It's gonna be a mo'hawk! I'll bleach it out then dye it rainbow colors (i just need to get the red and yellow next). I'll probably do it next weekend :3

This will be the pic. i'll use for the styleist to go off of. :3

BL Story!

I was bored today waiting for my ride at MaDonalds, so I started writing a BL story!!! Its about a guy that commits suicide (Tomo) after a bad break-up with his lover and meets a shinigami(Tetsu), thats there to help him find peace. But in the time they are together they fall in love, and Tomo becomes a Shinigami in training to be with Tetsu!!! :D Sounds kinda cheesey... Meh!