every time i start talking to my girl friend, i just can't help but smile. I an't much for words, or long blogs, and i typicality SUCK at relationships, or, at least being a Bf in general. but with Kels, she gets me believing I'm a good bf, it's, wired lol. shes changing what i believe, and shes changing were i put my faith in. but, it an't a forcing thing, it's, idk what to think. if you haven't noticed, i am the CRAPPIEST person when it comes to explaining my feelings, because i just don't dwell on that sort of stuff. i usually just feel something (usually something negative), i think about it (10 minutes or so) and i move on. done and done. but Kels makes my head spin, and i can't stop the feels no matter how hard i try, and then i start babbling like some retard you find on the side of the road, by some random institution. hahaha. most of this post, like, 80 percent of, is babble. lol. XD