- Created By SirLawliet
Bount.
Well, hopefully I'm back for good now. ^_^
So in saying that, I feel ashamed that I left for so long. I didn't go anywhere...I've just been trying to get my life in order. I've found what they call, 'responsibility'. ^.^
I now have better programs for making some art and other stuff that will be going up. I owe some of you some creations, so expect those soon. :)
My days are still jam packed so I won't be on here for hours a day. But we'll settle for a daily visit. :D
Keep in touch!
Content.
It's like the eye of the storm. The ending...who knows what it will prove. Let whatever may carry me away. I have no fear. I am happy. I was expecting the worst or at least I feared it the most. As long as those waves break with ease, as long as they live another day, I will be happy.
The stars are restless tonight and the souls rejoice. My day will come and I will fool death. The pain is comforting. To know I wont be alone leaves me in a state of connection. I will find the truth and announce the finale.
They Call this Restraint.
The many faces they possess.
My hope, they suppress.
Shine for me my crimson stained seas.
Only one way. Only one choice.
Only one last time. We may rest a bit.
I'll rest eternally. The moment still sleeps.
I'm so tired of the pain I give.
And the regrets I live.
I look to forgive. I am satisfied.
But still it seems as if it's not enough.
All that I hold true to me, will vanish one day.
Knowing this, I still carry on, cherishing each day.
It is not death that takes away life...
Worst Than One.
NOTE: THIS POST MAY END UP TELLING A STORY. MEANING, EXACTLY THAT.
Since it's non-fiction so to say, I'll post it here because in reality, its actually an update. Will contain subliminal context.
Where have I drifted off to? I'm lost at sea. It seems calm...and peaceful. But I miss my home. I have made the biggest mistake in life...for any human. I should've known better. Now all I'm left with is regret. How can I be forgiven? All I want to do now is ride the waves I once knew and return to that peace of mind I once resided in. I will always believe there is hope....though it seems so far away. I apologize with all of my humanity...for what it's worth.
A child's laughter brings inspiration to my spirit. I will carry on. I will allow no pain if it can be helped. What there was, was all I needed. Evil souls, oh how they succeeded.
Vanity is left alone with me. I don't deserve the memories to be reborn from everything I cherished before. I can change. I will set my life in order. This will not go ignored.
Eternal beauty...how could I leave it. Again, I'm left to question myself of how I can be so foolish. I felt so blessed. In those times, my heart was complete.
So this is me, apologizing to the one I will always love. Please, hate me all you want...I just want to be forgivened. Weighed down with these words brings me to my knees. I cannot stand.
Calmed seas continue to carry me into my abyss. Perhaps this is best for me. The smiles I've once seened were never thought of as last resorts. I awoke to my realizations and moved. Somehow I crashed.
How does one go on like this? Obviously, there is hope. This will not be a waste of my time.
At times I wonder, will I ever see another shining day? The storm has awakened and I feel the fault.
Now here at the end, I feel the beginning. I will take the time and make myself a better person. I cannot be perfect. However, the path I now take is nothing but perfection. There is no other.
Jet black clouds approach. I am ready for this. I am ready for the world. I am ready for a change.
Sometime, I'll meet you again.
Approach.
Well, it's been a few days since I've done anything on here. But, Im back now.
Looks like my time is almost up. Wait, let me finish before you assume anything. lOl.
I might be moving out of my house really soon. At last, I have hope and the chances look good. I might be moving in with one of my friends. I shall pray to my god for this to occur as soon as possible.
I FINALLY HAVE THE FIRST TWO DEATH NOTE MOVIES ON DVD! WOOOO! I've seen them before on the internet but its just so much better when you actually own them.
HahA! They contain the English dub along with the original Japanese. And the english seems so funny because its the same voice actors from the English dubbed anime! And obviously, it doesn't fit with the actors real dialogue.
I can't wait til the 3rd movie hits America!
Current ringtone/ringback: Lovesong by the Cure.
