Konnichiwa/Konbanwa people. Im Amber and Im 14 years old XD. lol well any way....my top 5 sexyie's are Ulquiorra Schiffer (bleach), L (death note), Sesshomaru (Inuyasha), Rolo (Code Geass), and Viral (Gurren Lagann)....im pretty random at times so...yeah just a warning you....oh and im trying to learn Japanese with rosettastone.... so thats a work in progress 
♥~BEHOLD THE SEXY WINGED WONDER~♥
well yesterday sucked -__- i was so depressed about Ulquiorra that my head hurt the whole day! then that made me feel sick and i wanted to barf at one part of the day...... im still depressed..... this sux..... but i keep denying that hes gone (tho he most likely is T_T) i have made theories and the most logical ones are
1. the flash at the end of the manga chapter was not the cero. it was ichigo turning back and he never got to shoot it.
2. (for all the ulquiXhime fans) some how orihime was strong enough to stop his attack but i dont think that would be possible T_T
3. some one else blocked the attack. maybe it will coincide
(is that the word? XD no idea XD) with my grimmjow coming back theory and he stopped it because he has always wanted to prove that he is stronger then Ulquiorra and he cant if hes not alive.....
4. (good theres 4 theories!) is that someone else blocked it.... maybe someone came back from the world of the living.... but i dont think that is a good possibility at all.... but one can hope right?
but either way i hope that he is alive! if hes not.... then im going to have my head hurting for a long time and i dont think that i will be able to finish (or start) any drawings!
i have tried to get the one i have been working on done but i cant really draw when im depressed (i can only shade XD but thats only on the darks because it helps me with anger for some reason) but i am almost done with her and i can't really move one.... maybe if i get more done on my Ulquiorra picture it will work but i really dont know..... maybe it will make things worse..... *sigh* but i guess that I'll just have to wait and see...... I pray that he is O.K.........
and the title.... if because my friend Tyler was quoting that commercial that says "who does depression hurt? every one. where does depression hurt? everywhere." XD it made me laugh and some ppl kinda helped but then he was talking about strawberries to piss me off....
I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE REGENERATION THING AND I THOUGHT THAT IT MIGHT HAPPEN!!!!!!! i was right!~♥ omg i love it!!! i thought about this like.... the day after i read it but i forgot to post my idea up!!! *reads on....*
.......................no..................no................dam it!!!!!1 WHY!!!!!! no no no no no no no............oh shit i'm really crying................ fuck.......how could he...... be dead?......... i dont feel like typing..... or going to school...... or doing any thing else....... this sux so bad............i havnt cried in so long.....
well i made this as a card for me really....(but i couldnt make it into one because the size is a pain!....) just because i needed something to make me feel better and to laugh about something.... so why not make it the very thing that has been bothering me so much? XD and yes i did stitch it XD its the little gray lines lol......and i tried to put it under the miss you card type.... try to guess why XD
hmmm there's still blood every where..... well in the process of fixing this picture ichigo's hand did get kinda.... cut so......... maybe its coming from there XD but yeah..... this is how that part should have been..... just them standing in the air magically for no reason XD
this is going to be a short one..... too depressed about the topic really....
did any one else see the new bleach chapter? if not then good! that chapter should not exist! just dont read it and pretend that it never happened because it shouldn't have and its a huge load! im sorry but i will say i hate ichigo and orihime so badly now........ more so then before (which i didnt think possible) i still think that Kubo is ignoring the whole power thing he said a long time ago and i think that he gives ichigo to much power.....
oh and my friend Christy is over! she is awesome-ness! we are watching ouran high school host club and she loves it XD iots so funny.... and i need something to make me lol in times like this.....
*sigh* well the new bleach chapter sucked........ again..... why must things be so predictable...... it like.....
Kubo: surprise!!! heres something great!!!
me: Really! yay!!! i cant wait to see my gift!
(yes i am comparing it to a kid with a present!)
Kubo: ..... *waits till its almost unwrapped* yeah im going to have to take that back...... ^_^
me: whhhha?
Kubo: XD i never planned to give it to you anyway! XD april fools!!
me: but..... its not april yet..... *cries*
Kubo: Ahhhh the tears of a hope deprived Otaku ^_^ ~♥
bastard........ *sigh* but i dont think thees any one who really cares.... they all seem to yell at me for wanting ichiho to die..... i cant help but be protective for Ulquiorra, my love..... its not like the other characters that have died before.....i was prepared for their deaths thanks to wikipedia but because its all unfolding as i read it, i have no idea what will be Ulquiorra's fate.....im starting to feel like im an animal thats trapped in a corner with no form of self defense other then to bare their teeth and hope for the best.........
i really wish that people would just stop hounding on me for it...... now people are starting to get on my case just about liking Ulqui in the first place........ "how could you like him!!!??? hes so evil and emo! and just look what he did to poor ichigo!!!!" well fu** you!.... i dont care.....hes my favorite and theres noting he can do to make me hate him...... " but hes evil! your so mean! how could you hate ichigo!?!? all he wants to do is protect his friends! hes a nice guy" the bad guys are cooler....... and ichigo sux! even before the whole fight with ulquiorra..... i think im going to kill some one..... weather it be ichigo or the bitches that keep yelling at me...... heres one from the DA... "HAHA....read the last chapter yet?! your emo boy is so gonna get his ass kicked to the fourth world! Ichi my love...MY GOD" T_T..... pisses me off man........... its such a load of crap!!! fuck!........ just leave me alone! i dont go around randomly telling people that their fav. character is going to get their ass kicked even if i hope it does! god..........im just glad that there are some cool people that i have meat on the DA that share the same feelings as me in the love for ulqui...... and all this is starting just when i am back in the mood to draw...... these people are going to start making me depressed all over again..... and its not just Ulqui but Rolo too....... IM GOING TO LIKE WHO I LIKE DAM IT!!!!!!!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN I DONT GIVE A SHIT!
ok well any way..... now that that rant is done..... (not really.... i just dont want to get to worked up or i wont be in the mood to draw)
i stayed home this weekend.....i figured that i could get something done soonish or even this weekend...... but with the mood im in now..... maybe not...... thanks people!
yay sarah's job is going to end soon! that means that i can hangout with her again! i hope its before the fillers end so we can start to watch bleach more XD......and maybe she can catch up on code geass now too XD...... but episode 19 is comming.... bad things are going to happen......
the new chapter of the gurren lagann manga is up on onemanga too..... i no i have seen all the anime but some parts were a little different in the manga version so........ and i wish that they would make more on the school version of it too XD.... i like that one allot...... so cute/awesome! and i cant wait to see the movie of TTGL..... i hope that soon they dub the first one even if it is mostly recap..... but the 2nd one sounds sexy! not to mention i have found a viral shirt and i want it so bad! to bad i dont have money tho...
ok well this seems to be a long post and i dont really want to type more being that theres not many people who reads this crap anymore any way so......
