as sweet as sorrow

what have you done?

in all this time.
so much time.
what have you done?
probably just taken my soul
sold it away for a curse
and i may rest or suffer alone
you sure have come a long way.
from that place to here
what do you need me for?
i have no soul anymore
you took everything from me
and you never gave it back.

worthless

i'm a failure
nothing i do is right
i'm too concentrated on my loss
and i should be
i lost the most important thing to me
and that was my heart
it didn't break this time
but it's gone forever

Sounds

there's many sounds in my day
sometimes i hear the words but they make no sense at all
sometimes i think about it but it still doesn't work
so i take out something and take notes
so far i've been better at understanding such things
but when i do get lost my eyes close and i see
right before i fall and my eyes slowly close and i hear
the voice disappear and vanish and when i come back
the blood and sound all rush at me
my head hurts and i can tell i haven't been breathing right
and all the words make sense now and i can finally work
though in pain it's better to understand then to not suffer at all and understand everything

wondering

every single day
i look at myself
oh how much hate do i have to see?
and i plan on being happy yet
i know my dreams will get crushed
and i say all these sweet things
i try to be that person
that person that i want to be seen as
i've never hated anyone
i've never been like that
and my mind is so respectful that
no matter how much i try i'm always
always overlooked
but why?
my chest hurts and i don't know why....
my smiles fake and my laughter the same

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