Welcome, friends! This is basically my life update world, where I pour all the crap going on in my life at the moment. I don't expect people to give this place much attention, to be honest. Well, make yourself at home, anyway!

In Loving Memory...

On this day, we lost a wonderful member of our family. Our cat Spike - just 4 years old - passed away. He had a urinary tract infection, and we had no money to help him with. He suffered for three days, before he passed. I kept telling myself, “He’ll be okay. He’s a strong cat. The first one didn’t kill him. He’ll live.” but I knew deep in my heart that his days were numbered. As I type this, it really is soaking in that I never see him again. I’ll never feel his soft fur, or hug him when I’m sad… ever again…
I miss him so much already. My precious baby boy… I’ll never see him… again. I don’t believe in God, but if he does exist, then heaven just got a new angel. Farewell, my dearest. I’m so sorry there wasn’t a thing we could have done. I felt powerless and sad the entire time you were sick. I’m just glad you aren’t suffering anymore.

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Art Obstacle and Life update

Well, lets start with the life update, since it won't take a lot of time to type out. As you know, it's nearly Christmas, so Merry Christmas to those who celebrate it! Personally, I've been worried about people getting me pricey things as gifts ^^; I know it's "The Season of Giving" or whatever, but I still end up feeling bad. Anyway, my sister may be coming over on Christmas day! I really hope she can make it! I miss her! Lets see... What else to share... I've been feeling a bit strange recently. Kind of... absent-minded? Scatter brained? Something to that effect. I've been forgetting things quite easily recently. Not that I had a very good memory before.

Anyhoo, now onto the next topic. I've got a bit of a problem. It's not a MAJOR problem, but it is quite puzzling... Last year, I'd gotten a Android Tablet for Christmas, and I took extra special care of it. Like, I never brought it with me anywhere, I was so scared I'd break it. I was using it as a camera to transfer my pencil drawings onto my computer, because I don't have a scanner. Now, you see, true to my past with technology, it broke in a freak accident. (By freak accident, I mean, it flopped off of the couch, onto the soft carpeted floor, and the the inside of the screen cracked. Don't ask me what how it happened, because I don't get it either.) I was left without anyway to get my pencil drawings on to the computer, so I've been unable to upload my drawings to here or DeviantART. I tried to use my webcam as a stand in, but it's so hopelessly blurry, it's practically useless. So, you see, that is my problem. I've run out of ideas. I don't actually know why I've decided to tell you guys about this, but there's a little insight into my inactivity.

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