Welcome, friends! This is basically my life update world, where I pour all the crap going on in my life at the moment. I don't expect people to give this place much attention, to be honest. Well, make yourself at home, anyway!

I'm Gonna Do It!!

I've been thinking about this for a while, and as anxious as it makes me, I can't live this way forever. I'm going to have my Mom help me apply for a job. One cannot hope to move forward if they do not push for progress! And, even though this directly challenges my social anxiety, and I don't believe I'm strong enough to handle it at this moment, I have to do something. My Mom, with her bad back, is in so much pain these days. I can't stand to see her that way. I have to pick up my own slack, because nobody is going to do it for me. Now, there's just the matter of getting Mom alone, so I can discuss it with her ^^;

(I'm not comfortable discussing these things with my dad/in his presence.)

*Yawn*

I've been doing a lot more house work than normal uou I'm really tired...
And as the Texas summer advances, it's getting warmer and warmer... Even on a chilly night like this, it's blazing hot in my house -o-;
Anyway, my sisters over, and I plan to have a good time. Lets hope it ends up that way.

Looky looky!

I just wanted to say, I got a new avatar! I made it myself~ It took... an hour? I think? But, I'm super proud of it! That is all~

Parents are Scary

It's certainly been a while since I've written an entry. Lots has gone on, recently. Sad to say, most of it has be bad. We're still needing for money, and food, and such. Mom and Dad have been arguing more that usual, and it's worrying me. I wrote a letter to my parents the other day, detailing how I'm feeling, what's going on with me, and how I got to be that way. I've never been good with conveying my feelings verbally, so I figured a letter would do a better job. You hesitate less when the written word is where you're most comfortable. I told them all about my social-anxiety, and the bullying I endured in school, and how I was feeling weak as a result. I tried my best to make them understand my yearning to grow stronger. They haven't talked to me about it yet, and it makes me nervous. Did they understand? Did I get my point across? Are they having trouble getting it? Ugh, I'm making myself nervous thinking about it. Well, they've never truly encountered social-anxiety in it's purest form, so I suppose it would be hard to understand for them. Especially for my Dad, who's always looked at the world through tunnel vision. He's so set in his ways, I'm surprised he isn't a statue, as a result. Well, I think he's been softened, actually. The other day he told me I'd find that special someone "whether they were male or female", and that's definitely something. It's going to be a wonderful time explaining to him that I don't want a special someone. Anyway, we'll cross that road when we get there. That's it for now, I guess. Ciao!

Attention Please!

Hello, everyone! If I could have your attention for a second, please. There’s this website I’ve recently discovered called Chloria. It’s a relatively small anime avatar community (like Gaia or Menewsha), that has lots and lots of potential. It would mean a lot to me if you went and made an account and became apart of the community. As I stated before, it’s very small, and there’s not much to it yet, but the avatars are awesome, and the items aren’t bad either! I want to see this site grow, so be sure to join the community, and maybe even donate! You get special items if you donate, you know? Thanks for taking the time to read this.

(If you want to friend me, my username is Pyororiin. Also, as incentive, because it’s a small site, there are a lot of usernames that haven’t been snagged yet!)

Visit the website here!