Hmm... It's around 5 o'clock on my watch. Not just 15 minutes ago, my mother just told to "stay out of my life, to leave me alone. ...you're a troublemaker... etc. etc." Mind you, she said that to me. My mother and I never had a great relationship together, and I guess we're at the point when ANY thing can just about disrupt what little one we had.

It's completely frustrating to have a mother who claims to love God and call herself a devout Christian yet say things like this or idolize the house like she does. Maybe her motto is "Cleanliness is next to godliness" or something crazy crud like that. *shakes head* What kind of standard am I supposed to abide by when everything is a double standard with her?! "I can do this, but if YOU do it, that's a completely different story!!" My dad and I are getting weary ourselves. It eats at you to when you have to deal with these kinds of issues on a constant basis. Home should be your sanctuary. Instead for us, it's a battlefield. Notice how I say "mother" rather than "mom." Big difference.

In other (happier) news...
This upcoming Friday, my friends and I are going to play an alumni game against the graduating team. It's going to be a lot of fun for both the girls and the boys. I hope we win - our pride is on the line here! Lol

Until then, tonight we old girls are going to practice some stuff. Hopefully it'll help with Friday's game. Man, I don't know what I'd do if we lost. Guess we'd have to suck up our pride... Let's not go that far! Heehee...

So how are you all doing? I hope to come around later on. Hope you have a good rest of the day...

Life: 03/18/08 | Posted By: twilight samurai | 7 comments | Personal