THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. REFER TO *~REGRETS~* TO HEAR ABOUT REALLY SAD THINGS FROM NOW ON THAT I REGRET DOING. ENJOY YOUR STAY!

mya...?

okay, random title, but whatever, right? titles don't always have to be what the article is about, right!?!?!? lulz...okay, so anyway, recently, my mom showed me a video called "Shoes". and it cracked me up!!! LOL!!! She didn't let me see "Text Message Breakup", but I looked it up on my own time, and that song cracked me up too. Anywho, I'm currently in class, typing this up for a solution to my extreme boredom of doom. I'm also now laughing cause I'm really friggin tired and hyper at the same time............lolz, now I'm listening to Freaxxx by Brokencyde. I like it. LOLZ. anyway, the point is...I'm really hyper, and I want everyone to know...I IZ OKAI!!!!!!
~TsUmI~

ugh.

a'ight, people...I'm listening to "Freaxxx"...and I've decided I'm going to try going bulemic or anorexic. Just to see what happens. I'll be able to turn back, trust me on that. But I got my heart broken yet again, so I thought, what the hell, I'll see how it makes me feel. And I think I'm developing a slight case of asthma. (sp?) I get caught breathing now, and horrible chest pains. It sucks. Big time. But lets not hear people getting worried, okay? I'll be fine eventually...
~TsUmI~

anger problems?!

okay so last night, my stepfather got all pissed off at me because of PTC (parent teacher conference). I don't know what I did to make him mad, but he got mad at me nonetheless. So now I'm pissed off. I sat in my bathroom...no, not sat. Half layed down on the floor, holding a razor up to my wrist, crying, wondering if I could really do it. And I dropped the razor and started crying harder when I realized that I couldn't. So today, all day, I've been really pissed off at everyone for no reason. Honestly, I don't know what I'm going to do anymore. And my Kuro is mad at me for what I tried to do. And i'm typing all this really fast while I'm on edge. and I skipped lunch today. And I have an F in my technology class. And I'm trying to get my work done in class. and I am listening to "Toxic" by ...lol...Britney Spears. Well...do I have anger problems???

hates it!

I hates February!!! I truly do! really! Valentine's Day sucks, and I hate it! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE! I really can't stand it! I'm always the only one left!! AAAAAUUUUUUGH!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE!!!! UBER HATE!!! ...I think I'm done ranting now...I don't love Kuro anymore, haven't for a while now...but I like my girlfriend's boyfriend!!! UGH!!! And he likes me too, but he's still dating her, and he thinks that they won't last, and that if that happens he COULD fall in love again (meaning with me) but I have my doubts and I really fucking hate all of this!!! AUGH!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE!!!
~TsUmI~

JERKFACE!!!

my ex is a jerkface dickhead! he wont be nice to me at all. He CLAIMS he was lacking in courage and that's why he didn't say no to my face. But I decided to be straightforward with him and tell him that excuse wasn't enough and he needed to work on it. So he got all pissy and was all...telling ME how HE is under stress lately and would appreciate it if I would STOP. He makes the mistake of thinking that I'M not under ANY stress. Well, I'm under plenty of stress. So he needs to back off. Yeah. Anyway...
~TsUmI~