... It's RAINING ...

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When you see no rain in summer
Do not think it will not be
Because your day might be a bummer
When a storm you start to see ...

Do not think it will not rain?
Do not think it will not hail?
I suggest you use your brain
If you don't your plans could fail ...

Cool breeze from the window
Watching the rain outside
Wishing it would wash
All the pains inside ...

A perfect day may never exist
But perfect moments often do
Please take to heart these simple words,
When life rains down on you ...

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Entry 4 Oc 18 08

All the wishes I made about you were so wrong
Or the lyrics I sang to every lonely sad song

You bring me more sadness than anything more
Your kisses are sweet but they leave me too sore

I'll never get back all that I've given to you
My heart's scarred from the things you do

Your words are lies that I always foolish believe
You are pain in my ass, an incurable disease

I'll never really trust anyone anymore no matter who
I'll never feel the same about someone as I did you

The anger inside my heart will forever be fulled
Cause how could I ever forget all you did was cruel

This story was never meant to have a happy end
It's too broken and tattered now far beyond mend

So many wishes that I know I spoke all wrong
Too many tears I've cried each lonely sad song

But now the one last wish I want to come true
Is the wish that there's something ... EATS YOU ...

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Entry 4 Oc 13 08

I'm feeling sick n getting worse
I think Id better see the nurse

I'm nauseated, nearly ill
I have a fever n a chill

I have a cold, I have the flu
I'm turning green n pink n blue

I have the sweats, I have the shakes
A stuffy nose n bellyaches

My knees r weak, my visions r blurred
My throat is sore, my voice is slurred

A feeble head, a weaken heart
I may just faint or fall apart

I sprained my ankle, stubbed my toes
N soon I will start 2 decompose

N 1 more thing I have today
That makes me have 2 go away

It's just as bad as all the rest
I also have the midterm test

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Goodbye

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Memories soft n sweet
Caught on autumn's breeze
Whispers of last goodbyes
Drifted amongst bare trees

Say goodbye 2 memories
Rain falling through the years
Leaves dropping from lonely trees
A broken heart still sears

Rain falling through the years
In longing I still await
A broken heart still sears
4 a long lost soul mate

How could I ever forget
The 1st time I heard ur voice
A sweet infusion numbing my soul
Lighting within a flame of joy

But y did hearts have 2 fade
Like summer 2 shades of fall
4 clouds had covered ur gaze
Autumn chills then began 2 call

Blown away leaves of gold
On a wind cold as ur goodbye
Leaving behind a frozen memory
Of love's glimmer enchanting ur eyes ...

Invisible

I sit on this cold sidewalk,
With my back against the WALL
Am I really invisible
So that people hardly notice me at all?

I could sigh n no one would listen,
I could cry n no one would see,
I could give up all my my dreams n hopes,
N no one would try 2 stop me

I could bleed n no one would help,
I could need n no one would pay,
I could turn around n leave this town,
N no one would ask me 2 stay

I could pout n no one would notice,
I could shout n no one would stare,
I could lie down here n die right now,
N no one would even care

People still pass me by
N hardly notice me at all,
As I sit on this cold sidewalk,
With my back against the WORLD ...

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